K.Y.R.A. its all about me.

its still all very new to me.

2011-10-16T03:53:00.000-07:00

I've Known you for 7 years. We've had an attraction going on and off. and finally we're together. All this while we've gotten to know each other better. we clique so well, that we know what each other is thinking. Its a great relationship that cn definitely see it through the long run.

But I feel that you've been so used to hw things go in ur previous relationship with all the routines you've been doing all this while that i feel you've forgotten that im different. not as crazy possesive and psychotic as her.I let you have your freedom and choices.I would really like it that once in awhile you know what you want and we're going thru with your decision. I dont want you to be afraid of making a decision and end up making the wrong one. because at least, you are trying and learning. yes decisions are tough. u have to choose between importance and if ur decision hurts someone else's feelings. even if it ends up hurting mine. Which is why the word compromise is in the dictionary. After you put out your options and I have an opinion about it at Least we can compromise. I learned something in my relationship with faliq that the word 'anything' or 'up to you' is irritating. Don't complain after if you don't like it since u said anything or up to u.

And also I would really like it if you plan something for once. Instead if me always doing the planning. I would like to see the effort you put in to thinking instead being lazy to think. It's ok to be lazy once in awhile but not always. It's cool that we lepak with our friends and stuff but we cnt always do that all of the time or everyday. Am I complaining too much? In really thankful that I have you and that you give me freedom. Not as possessive as u use to be last time with ur exs. I'm thankful for a lot of things u do for me. But just this time I'm hoping you would make decisions for us once in a while. I don't if you read my blog. I don't know how I'd react if you did. But I hope u take it positively. As somatic that would improve our relationship . I love you, i do.

Let's make it work ya?
Love you baby.

vent.

2011-07-10T12:49:00.000-07:00

its been too long since ive blogged.

All i can say is that im thankful that now i have a lot of schools to teach.
unfortunately the stress is gaining up on me because i still have to improve on my teachin methods.
especially for secondary schools. Other than that, the income is starting to increase Alhamdulillah.

As for love life...
i was happily attached to the most wonderful boyfriend..
mus abdin.
never been treated so well by a boyfriend before..
took care of me very well and of my well-being..
pampered me with love..
never have i been so manja towards a guy in my entire life..
but to him i opened up...
to him i started being more of myself...
the hidden kitten who was hiding her true self all this while..

but shit happened.
i screwed up.
i screwed up EVERYTHING.
and seriously. FML.
i dont know why i did what i did..
and i regret it terribly..
because deep down the only person i wana be with is him..
and now all is lost.

its like now im in a state of bloody depression.
i never thought i could ever relate the song
'someone like you' by adele to him.
never.

and now, he wont take me back because he's scared the same shit would repeat itself.
sigh.

seriously fml lah.
i wana change. i wana change myself and get rid of whatever bad points i have.
syakira. u need to grow up already.
sigh.

i hope you read this, though i highly DOUBT that you would.
know that i really love you so much. and it hurts that i wont be able to see you anymore..
hurts that i wont be able to receive those caring smses..
hurts that i wont be able to feel your hugs and kisses..
hurts that you probably will never talk to me again..

i hope that i will change.
i hope that as time passes, we will meet again and you will see a different me..
i hope that till then, you will still love me as you did before and all thats left is to catch up where we left off or just start over..
i hope you will take me back..
i hope my feelings will never change for you...
if we're meant to be, we will get back together..

but in any case that fate is not on our side..
note that i had the most wonderful time with you..
it was only with you that i realised what i missed out in love..
it was only with you i truly felt pampered with love..
i will always rmbr the littlest things..
and i will always keep it in here <3

"nevermind i'll find someone like you
i wish nothing but the best for you too
dont forget me, i beg
i remembered you said
sometimes it lasts in love,sometimes it hurts instead"

i truly madly deeply love you and i hope you'll forgive me
and take me back.

its been awhile hehe

2010-05-11T10:24:00.000-07:00

hey people who actually read my blog..
(im guessing, none)

life has been quite chill..
gona be officially graduating in 6 days time YAY! :D
gona need to get a formal skirt..

blackberry's been rather quiet cz wawan told me to make my twitter quiet
so it'll only ring when there's mentions haha
and i hardly get smses..

well only few people know whats goin on in my love life..
which is another reason why my blackberry's been quiet..

lots of things happening..
sad things
happy things
all in all im peaceful and easy going for now :)

like i said in twitter,
with every happiness, comes sadness.

xoxo :)

the radio

2010-04-13T00:50:00.001-07:00

the radio has been playin music according to my feelings the whole day today.

:)

2010-02-23T08:15:00.000-08:00

yay :)
its done :)
its over :)

NYP goodbye :)
i will always remember you
i will always love you (CHEH)
and i will always remember the friends you've brought to me ;)

up next would be to do dance shows haha
a lot n a lot of dance shows!!!
haha

and i wana settle this stupid debt.
get myself a getaway
get myself a massage
get my long perms back!
get some kicks..
clothes..

GET SOMETHING!!
HAH!

and baby, i want more photos haha

yea yea!

2010-02-15T03:46:00.000-08:00

here i am at starbucks civic centre alone.
sipping on my grande caramel macchiato..

supposedly doing my report.
so just decided to blog abit before i do..

excited over the fact that im back at doing shows :)
got 2 flashmobs coming up.. hopefully i'll be able to do the cityalive one..
still awaiting news on the timeslot for the police one..
??

police one u ask ? haiz im gona be wearing police officer costume.. its bloody shorts.. haiz...

well this wed will be the last day of my FYP cz i intend to submit my report by then. insyaallah. amin.
and then YAY!!! STUDY STUDY STUDY
THEN YAY!
end of NYP!! WOOHOO!!

well anyway! i have a story to tell about this nene.
he calls me bimbo. BUT IM NOT.
and yes he may say that im living in denial. BUT IM NOT.
wats wrong with being distracted to realise that its khatib nt sembawang?
NENE
btw it takes one to know one OK himbo!

this himbo giggles like a total girl omg.
*slaps forehead*

he says that when i play L4D2 im so ultimately scary..
he tries to prove me wrong that he can do better than me..
haiz..
this himbo....
he failed the first time hahaha
BLUEK!!!

so everytime u call me bimbo, REMEMBER! ur a HIMBO TOO!
hee

and yes this himbo sounds like william and merajuks like a girl haha
especially when he rolls his eyes and goes ' hmph'
hehehe

im the tomboy, he's the girl.
bimbo & himbo.
HAH!

U OWE ME LUNCH ON WED ;)

halow halow

2010-02-09T22:55:00.000-08:00

hey hey
had my fyp presentation ysterday! woohoo its over!
not yet ar actually. still have my report to go..
surprisingly my supervisor sms-ed me wishing me all the best in my presentation
and told me to be calm and talk clearly.. like WOW.

WOW.
johnny queck just said that.
WOW..

haha

well my presentation went well but all the technical difficulties happened to me all at once -_-

when i reached the room and set up my laptop,
it hanged -_-
told the assessor had to restart laptop -_-
the startup took sooooooooooooooooo long
like omg RAWR!!!!
so when it finally loaded.. i opened my powerpoint presentation and my AES
n shit. the AES wasnt showing the IE logo..
means shit!
it may not open later.
and SHIT! i didnt bring my hard disk with me when norisha ask whether i was going to need it..

i pretended like there was no problem n just went on with my presentation. it went well n i answered all the questions well... i tink..

so when it was time to show the AES, my taskbar hanged-_-
and my AES couldnt open. so i ask the teacher if i could open the one from the cd..
and luckily i asked her that or nt i wouldnt have realised i put the WRONG FOLDER INTO THE CD.
rawr!!
then i explained to her the situation..
with a few white lies here n there.
and she told me to come back 20mins later while she assesses another student..
HENG!
so i did just that..
and when it came to pressing the buttons on the website..
i pretended that they WERE suppose to come out n acted like ' eh! hw come its nt popping up?'
then she said nvm.. u pass this to neha.. n fix the button problem..

HENG!
after that i quickly go call nora and asked her for help..thank u sooo much beb!
sorry to trouble u :(

anyway had flashmob practice after that..
i cnt believe JC students are such bimbos..
seriously..

waited for hanisah to finish her practice,
sidetrack.. its fun to kacau darel..
he can be such a himbo..
LOL

alright nw im off to go do my report.
bismillah!

ciao!
xoxo

its been awhile

2010-02-03T22:36:00.000-08:00

It feels like years since i last blogged..
haha
but its only been months..
the last time i updated was last yr
being busy with dance explosion and rugby event..

been busy with Mediacorp's Celebrate 2010
where i met several people including the singapore idol finalists and dayang nurfaezah (and so glad i met her)
where i met a flirty 18 yr who turned out to be high instead of being into me..
and to find out hours later that he's 18. and to realise im 21 -_-.

busy with FYP..
thing about FYP is that ur life will definitely be up and down thanks to FYP.

and recently for the first time in my dance life i finally achieved something :)
3rd place for Gatsby Dance competition :)

it didnt feel great no idea why even though its my first win..

now that THAT is over all im waiting for is for FYP to be over..and im free
free to dance, do shows and get paid.
free to go out in the day
free to go for holidays and trips and chalets and sleepovers and wat not..
just free :)

for now i'll just look out for job offers..
oh well..

BTW
this sat having a girls day in with LAKSA CREW! woohoo
gona chill at idah's have pasta,durian and watch dvds hehe!

oh ya.. now im like soooo involved with fancrew hehehe
im like one of the admin comittee people..
im the one smsing everyone n informing them the details of our weekly practices heheh
feel so impt haha

anyway!
i love my boyfriend!
oh ya i forgot to mention..
me n faliq got back together..

as i was saying..
i love my boyfriend!
i love darlings!
i love laksa crew!
i love fantastic crew!
i love my family!
i liking my fyp mate better haha

and may life be smooth flowing after this. RAWR!

xoxo

bitch is back

2009-11-16T09:41:00.000-08:00

hello people! (its not like anyone reads this damn thing)

the bitch is back.
and life is truly BUSY.
busy with dance. busy with lunchtime performance.
busy with dance explosion. busy with nyp jam!
busy with fyp. busy working at rugby 7's

truly busy.
and in case ur wondering, me and my fren worked things out.
end of story.

rugby 7's was good for me this year..
worked with irma and phillip brett again..
worked with new ppl.. made new frens.
and i now hate ppl who are selfish and ungrateful.
like syeera. and afiq.
syeera. yes she's nice to u.. can be super close to u and clingy.. but she doesnt think about others and makes ppl ask for her and when they've asked for her, she aredi cabut home.. say she tired. bullshit lah babe.
u work only 2 days. i work 3.. other ppl also work 3. EVERYONE is tired. why are u so different to want to go home earlier.. and plus we all have sch the next day so dont make no effing excuse. and i got dance EVERYDAY. so bitch dont be selfish.

afiq. URGH. sooo ungrateful. i gave him this job lobang for him and his gf..
and he's so mean, arrogant and treats ppl like shit. also gave the same situation as syeera.

urgh to selfish ungrateful ppl.

anyways met a lot of ppl there.. a lot of angmohs.. drunk ones especially..
got $60 tip.
damn tired after the whole day..
looking forward to the event next year but NOT the drunk angmohs.

dance explosion is doing fine. am happy with my grp because there's awaes fun and laughter
and of course seriousness..

paranormal activity creeps the shit out of me but i've lived thru it and im able to sleep now..
haha

other than that i dun have that much to update.
TOODLES.

lalala

2009-10-15T04:07:00.000-07:00

well all this while ive been doing my fyp im rather thankful that ive started work.. like DNA extraction, gel electrophoresis and also doing it on my own (YAY!) to which johnny said i was dodgy -_-

my log book is slowly filling up..
with results as well and gel pictures!
gona be doing 16s sequencing soon when johnny comes back from shang hai -_-

on the 10th oct had jalan raya with FB mates..
one of the best jalan raya ive had..
had a real great time laughing like crazy in the car thanks to juna..
haha
camwhoring like nobody's business..

wee...

anyway planning sentosa outing with darlings soon
shaik's inviting me for a sentosa outing too..
YAY!
hee

oh yea this is random!
i think joseph from our labs looks like this character in the simpsons..
MR BURNS!!!

hahahahahaahhahahahahaahaahah

ok ok
gona bathe and go causeway point metro later get sum stuff..
use my $50 voucher woohoo hehe

bored in the lab

2009-09-24T00:49:00.000-07:00

here i am sitting in the lab..
bored like hell..
wearing a labcoat when im nt doing any labwork whatsoever..
sitting here updating my blog listening to the 4 pointer year 2s talking about
............
what nerds talk abt..
talkin about district no.s in singapore..
talkin about the planetary rings!!
talking about INCINERATION!!!
wtf!
is this really what 4 pointers are about??

*at this point of time..2 dumbasses from the lab beside mine,start commenting abt my facebook status abt the nerds..they're dumbfucks who are effing kepo and have NOOO idea who im referring to and they effing think they're sooo good..SORRY EH ORANG YANG NAK FEELING2 NERD. jangan nk perasaan diri. sadiq wants to give u a treadmill..we say it'll break the moment u step on. ;) *

anyway...
whats been happening with me recently...
hmm..gona have a performance soon with benjy and angie..
kaykay was suppose to join us but his army course was in-camp
so he couldnt join us..
so we've been practicing and practices with kaykay are HILARIOUS!
he'll just make a fool out of himself...

ANYWAY
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!
please forgive me for any wrongdoings towards any of u
or if i have said words that have hurt your feelings
or have talked about you behind your back
so i hope you find it in your heart to forgive me :)

raya on the first day started a biiiiiiit late..
only went to 3 houses..dun tink im gona be jalan-ing raya soon except with the NYP malay grp and my course mates..
suppose to arrange one for darlings but duno who's house wana go to..

currently doing my fyp...
which for nw is rather boring n slack because im nt doing any labwork n i still have to research on my project..
i just wish i had sumone's hardworking genes to just finish this up.\
RAWR!

i tink im just gona have something to eat and chill at the labs.. im sooooooooooooo bored..........

Post- Swaggout

2009-09-14T13:14:00.000-07:00

3 days passed by so fast
and that was it.
it was over.
Swaggout workshop was over..
i wish they could stay longer..
(even if it meant that my body would ache like hell)
i wish i could learn more..

Whatever it is..
I am happy that i was able to attend this workshop
meet mariel and ellen..
and also keone and jun..
I am happy that i could go through this learning journey
even if i had to sacrifice my support for faliq and my frens..
(which cost less than swaggout package by half)

Thank You Mariel, Ellen, Keone and Jun for coming down to singapore..
it was definitely a wish come true..
Thank you for ev dance factory for making this happen..
:)

the first masterclass i was late for it again..
but i had a little help from zaihar..
Thanx dude..
the first song was DEFINITELY not my style because im nt really good at control haha

The 2nd masterclass was more of my thing haha
was by mariel and keone..
they're a cute great couple haha
and the choreo was DOPEEEEEE
:)

after all the masterclasses, we all sat down together and talked..
they gave advice..
talked abt them..
thanked them..
thanked ken n terrence..
*actually i still dont know who's terrence*

then benjy's supposed twin gave a GOOD REQUEST!

requested that keone showed us black n gold..
WOOHOO!!
and that started things off haha

Keone showed black &gold..
Jun showed Mad..
Keone and Mariel did 'Crazy for you by adele'

AND OMG LAH!!!!
I WANTED TO TEAR BECAUSE IT WAS SOOOO SWEETTTT
AND SO AWWWWW
because from this choreo can see the emotions..
can see two people being in love..
who love each other..
CRAZY FOR EACH OTHER..
and he'll catch her when she falls..
*which he did*
haha

i was MELTING lah..

"I'm now im love with the idea of being in love"
all i have to do is listen to adele..
and im happy and in love..
with nobody..
haha
just the idea of being in love makes me happy i guess :)
if you're curious which song it is,
its the first song playing :)

*continue!*
Ellen showed Sweet dreams..
Anyway after which we had a phototaking session where Jun was making these HILARIOUS
faces..
Everyone was laughing hahah
I will always remember swaggout and i'll try my very best to remember the choreo i learned :)
these are my memories :)

ANYWAY!!!
fyp started today.. miss loh DAMN CUTE!
i called her.. and she wasnt at her desk so when she called me,
she asked 'syakira? oh hi what can i do for u?'
"cher.. im suppose to see u rite?"
"really??"
"cher, today is the first day of fyp remember?"

then we both started giggling on the phone..
hahaha

well anyway..discussed with miss loh..
got a better idea of what i had to do..
and miss loh let me off..
HEE!!!

so i went home early..
and slept!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

haha cnnt tahan sia!
anyway i dun have to go to sch tmr for fyp HURHURHUR
but i'll just go to civics library or starbucks and
DO MY PROPOSAL!!!

YES SYAKKIE!
DO YOUR PROPOSAL!
DONT PROCRASTINATE!!
SYAKKIE!!!!!!!!

haha ok ok.
NIGHTS!
xoxo

WOOOOH!!

2009-09-12T12:23:00.000-07:00

today technology is pissing me off one by one.
first my laptop.
then sarah's phone.
then MSN!!!!!!!!!
thats why im using ebuddy nw..

ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!
today i woke up with a bruised knee and ACHING LIMBS!
and went to NYP for
stage arts annual production
and i am TRULY impressed by how much SA has grown
the production was GREAT! 2 thumbs up
minus the blunders and all..
i was SERIOUSLY controlling my tears..

i am so proud of u guys! :D
i look forward to more events from SA.

anyway went to dhoby ghaut..
alone..
oh i forgot to mention i went to the production..
alone..
and of course i went to the dance class..
alone..

speaking of dance class..
OMG!!!!!
OH.MY.GODDDDDDDDD!!!

Classes with ellen was WOOOH!
workout!
we did this choreo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1r-sY2VB7LY

its sweet dreams by beyonce..
we didnt get to finish the whole choreo bcz we had to continually drill at certain parts which was like DAMN FAST LAH!
like WOAH!
but i DEFINITELY enjoyed this!

by the end of the whole thing we were damn tired and drained and soon after rushed down to B1 for mariel's class..
we were from level 9..

having seen most of mariel's youtube vids..
you'd DEFINITELY expect fast stuff from her..
and a definite WORKOUT!

wow ive never overworked my body and mind sooo much like hw ive done so today..
its was FAST STUFF MAN!!!

this was a new choreo i presume since its not up on youtube..
so cant show u anything now..
anyway it was TOTALLY fast! and TIRING!

i had 3 cans of red bull man!
THREE!!!

and WOOOOHHHHH...
it was even a workout for Keone..
yup keone madrid :)

and yes i look chubby..
ive had several comments already that i look chubby..
actually one only hahaha
this is keone and i admire how he and kent (singapore dancer)
danced mariel's choreo and did it with distinct details and energy..
and how they managed to EXECUTE IT ALL IN TIME!!
IT WAS SO FAST!!!
thank god at the end of the whole thing i actually got it..
eventually......
slowly.....

k nvm! i'll practice!
and keep practicing!
i dun EVER wana forget these choreos..

k muka selenger..
i just ruined this photo.. HAHA..
yup THANK YOU Mariel Martin for coming to singapore and teaching me A WHOLE NEW style to dance..
i'd be happy to say that i have LIVED as a dancer to have been able to take your classes.
this was a wish come true :D
and getting bruised because of ur classes was worth it
HAHA

and im glad to have been able to tell you that and HUG YOU TIGHT TIGHT! :D
AND YES!
im glad to have met Ellen!
was real fun taking your classes!
i loved ur swagg style the most..
and i like your 'Ya?' 'Ya!'
haha

and tmr will probably be like the last time i ever see you guys :(
haha
tmr is DEFINITELY gona be TIRING!
i probably wont feel my legs after hahaha

alrite.. shall rest now and put koyok on my shoulder and knees..
it hurts like hell..
but it was worth it :)

CIAO!!!!!!!!!!!

~~you STILL still have yet to reply me..~~

SWAGGERIFIC!!!

2009-09-11T10:32:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOHHH!!!!

i just came back from SWAGGOUT dance workshop and im SWAGGED OUT MAN!!

i got to meet the GORGEOUS MARIEL MARTIN and ELLEN KIM.
i learned this choreo from mariel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euFDuBy9PJ8

her's was the first class of the day and i was 15MINS LATE!
HIAKDISH!
trust syakira to be late for her IDOL'S class
*smacks face*

i definitely struggled in tryin to get the first choreo but i thank god i saw vernon there..
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

he gave me a few eights..when there was still time..
and the middle portion i ??????
so i just caught up with whatever mari taught..
ended up with bruises..

BEFORE.

AFTER!

like omg kan!
my bruises were damn purple lah..
we had some floorwork and i was wearing 3/4s
---___________---

anyway it was an awesome class which ellen kim was also tired and saying she cant take animore haha
*actually she had to get ready for her own class which was right after that hahaha*

yes i know so unglam and sweaty then take photo with gorgeous mariel rite?
SHE'S SO PRETTY!!!

anywayyyyy
so glad theresa was there to take the next class with ellen kim..
at least got friend..

so we learned this choreo from ellen today

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwierKhw1JM

definitely felt swagg and ghetto..
had LOADS of fun..
no bruises this time..haha
but it was still a workout haha
hair was drenched and all..

I HAD SOOO MUCH FUN WITH THESE CLASSES..
CANT WAIT FOR TMR'S CLASSES!

WOOHOO!!!
btw just got my free t-shirt for being the 1st 50 to register and i REALISED
that i was the 8th person to register for this workshop.

WOW!!!!

LIKE WOAH!!
anyway missed mohammad faliq i did..
my hp was so silent..
faliq was in genting for Dance Crown Of Honour semi's
AND YEAH!! FREEKZY,SICK, KAMPUNG KRU, HYBREED, SFB, PHUNKIE STYLERS
got thru!!!!!!!!

YAY!!
nw u can come back singapore aredi..
i miss u lah..

ayte am gonna end this with this pic..
gona massage my bruises and put on face mask..
and rest for TOMORROW!!!

SWAGG-OUT!

2009-09-10T14:32:00.001-07:00

didnt do much yesterday except worry abt my FYP project staring at the screen thinking about hw i should start my project..

also checked out youtube vids on mariel and ellen..

SWAGGOUT WORKSHOP IS LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CNT WAIT!

i hope my brain cells cn absorb all the details fast hurhur WEEEEEEEEE

is it me?

2009-09-07T13:03:00.000-07:00

Tryin to analyze every angle, situation
Tryin to find an explanation
Cause it's gettin aggrivating
Why my relationships never seem to work out
Beginnin' to worry and doubt
If I'm even able to detect he's the one
When this day you're wonderin
Why I havent seen the sun
Shine his light on my heart and help me ease the pain
Cause I'm gettin tired of the rain
Fallin' on my heartbreak and I
Get my hopes up when I'm in love
Until we break up then I'm back to the
Same spot, I've been lonely, drownin
Cause every guy turns out to be the same
So now I'm questionin' is it me to blame

[Chorus]
Is It Me? am I so complicated?
Is It Me? or is love over-rated?
Is It Me? cause I dont quite understand
Why it never turns out how I thought I planned it
Is It Me? am I too independent?
Is It Me? not ready for commitment?
Is It Me? cause it doesnt seem to last
And it's the only question that I never asked

Maybe I'm longin' for it more than I should be expecting
All the standards that I'm settin
Unrealistically I'm gettin
Possibly in the way of what is left to have in store
Because I'm so confused and insecure
Cause when i know for certain everything is goin wrong
I permitted to prolong
Tried my best to hold on
My Mr. Right's probably hangin round my window pane
While I look through only watchin the rain
Fallin' on my heartbreak and I
Get my hopes up when I'm in love
Until we break up then I'm back to the
Same spot, I've been lonely, drownin
Cause every guy turns out to be the same
So now I'm questionin' is it me to blame

[Chorus]

Never thought it could be that its me
Till I realized I`m the only
Common factor and played a big part
In lettin people break my heart
Never noticin' I was wasting time
Askin the same thing every time
Who were you with? and where were you at?
Until I took the time to turn and look back
Ooooh la la la
La la la la
La la la
[Chorus x2]
La la la
La la la la la
La la la

PICTURES.

2009-09-07T11:16:00.000-07:00

CONTINUATION.

2009-09-05T04:18:00.000-07:00

ok the other post was getting tooooooo long
so i've decided to continue in another post
HEE!

*listening to 'I wanna keep you by Freekzy nutz feat. Tha Reign'*

anyway

Darlings FULL attendance celebrated my birthday on the 5th instead
at SEOUL GARDEN!
we were EXTRA PREGNANT stuffing ourselves with all the food..
having TONNES of fun n laughter especially about popping the wet towel..
there's a vid about it..
HEE
its in facebook.. will upload here if blogger aint gona be a bitch..

its being a bitch nw actually with the template of the site and all...
like i said.. will upload ALLLLLL the pics soooooooonnnnnnnnnnn...

fast forward all the way till 16th aug
which is psyco's birthday..

Triple twinnies had our bdae celebration!
in case u didnt noe..
Angie and me have the same birthday.
4th aug 1989.
and Khalis is 3rd aug :D

big coincidence huh hee

anyway we went amk had Charcos
then headed to newton i think for ISLAND CREMARIES!
which had VERY unique flavors

then headed on to the movies and watch G.I. Joe.
which i find is nt really that nice hahaha
well after that we headed to mind cafe for dinner..
had loads of fun and laughter
oh ya

i forgot to mention
i got for khalis and angie the same type of necklace
but different colours..
and 3 of us have the same necklaces :)

angie got me a yellow sundress and a cute miniture me on a skateboard with a nice heart balloon
i duno wat u call that but i'll take a pic of it and post it..

and angie got khalis this cool cap which had his crew logo on it which is real fresh..

and khalis made for me and angie this cute house with our names on it.
the front door has a dogtag with our names on it..
the roof can open showing the chocolates he got for us (kinder bueno and ferrero rocher)
and the garage door had this cute baby bootie with our names on it..
on the side of the house, there was this sweet poem he made for us..

he read it to us and me n angie were like in tears because we so touched..
and we laughed at this one part of the poem..

here it is..

To a very special lioness pair
i present this humble lair
im sorry it was annoyingly delayed
but please enjoy it like OUR date
this abode is like no other
there's love inside from a brother
if you find it ugly,oh do pretend
like it's the nicest thing from a bestest friend
Remember me, remember our hugs
Remember that my planning still sucks
That's all from me, plain and sincere
Till the cubs meet again on our 21st year

sweet right..
and yes his planning SUCKS!
hahahhaha

btw we received this gift from his a couple of days later...
haha

anyway i cnt really rmbr much on what has happened..
all i noe is that we joined suntec dance comp and didnt get thru :(
and 22 aug started fasting and raya is arnd the corner..
and that exams started on the 24th and i have 5 EXAMS!!
but hey! finished them on the 3rd of sept!
DAY OF INDEPENDENCE!!!

haha but anyway on the day itself
met up with my fyp supervisers regardin my fyp project
turns out im doing on listeria monocytogenes
:)
will be helped by miss loh (YAY!!!! she's my fav teacher :D)
and Dr. Quek who has quite a humour.. its just that he'll be gone for a mth -_-

am already starting my research on the project because i have to submit a proposal on what i plan to do and what method etc on characterising listeria monocytogenes..
i'll be doing a continuation from a student's project from the first batch of my cohort
and im be doing ALONE.

IM SO SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hopefully things will be going smoothly and that luck would be on my side..
anyways we had lab briefings regarding FYP/IAP..
which ended at 6 -_-

and so after which we headed down to SETTLERS!
btw its full attendance again for DARLINGS! woohoo!
we had ABSOLUTE FUN!!!
LAUGHING OUR HEADS OFF!
screaming and laughing till we were physically and mentally exhausted hahaha
the food was great! the games was great!
its definitely a place id go to soon :)

anyway had a whole day to myself at home..
woke up real late like 4pm like that..
HURHUR
did the laundry, dishes, watered the plants and cooked.
gosh.. first time cook vege..
didnt turn out so great..
hahaha
like i said.. whole day to myself
so i played a lot of online games..
and here i am bloggin :)
better blog now than later no time at all..

JENG.

later is suntec dance semi's (i said later because im bloggin this at 4.16 am)
will be goin there helpin out our fankids..
hopefully they'll be on form for the comp.
such a pity they were sleepy,tired and weak due to fasting..
JIAYOH FANKIDS!

so im gona continue play game nw while waiting to eat later..
oh ya! goin geylang later with haiqal..
i wonder wat geylang has in store..

JENG!

patience

2009-08-23T23:13:00.000-07:00

-editted-

This is indeed a month of testing.
testing of patience.
testing of abstinence.
testing of all sorts.

year 2009 SUCKS!
i HATE 2009.

but i love fasting month and hw ive changed.
Alhamdullillah.

updates!

2009-08-02T09:45:00.000-07:00

alrite nw wat happened recently??

22nd july!

proteomics presentation! RAWR!

AND NAPFA!!!
wah i got bronze bcz my 2.4 run brought me down
oh well! i DONT wana take napfa again haha

23rd july!

PCT video presentation!
we're really glad ppl actually laughed during our video
and im glad that miss Diong loved it :)
i rmbr sumwhere in between i had presentations and such

*flips through organiser*

28th july!

came to sch with formal wear bcz had interview
it was part of our module
communication skills... -_-
yay i did good so im glad its over n done with...
then SFG presentation.

and it was faliq's birthday!
decided to surprise him the day b4 bcz he was busy on the day itself..
so after his dance practice, i came in and surprised him with a chocolate fudge cake :)
with collaboration with alif :)
thanx man! :)

well had loads of presentations..

OH YA!!

MARIEL MARTIN AND ELLEN KIM ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!
together with keone madrid and jun quemado..

BUT STILL!!
but their classes are so ex..
$260 for 4 classes and 2 masterclasses..
BUT IM GOING!!! YAY!!

cz shady payin $160 for me
while i pay the other $100.

WEEEE!!!!!
and i just got the confirmation letter!!!!!!woohoo!!!!!!!!
MARIEL HERE I COME!!!!!!

anyway
31st july

had work at rp..
omg that was the worst banquet i ever worked for
apparently it was some rp 7th anniversary dinner..
the catering banquet in charge was....
omg.. ergh...

where got such thing no briefing b4 all the work is done..
thats why got miscommunication btw the aunties.
ppl ask floor manager aredi, aunty still stubborn.
where got b4 guest come in, squared off chairs!
u expect the guest to move and arrange the chairs themselves when they wana sit???

urgh gosh.
thank god the rest of the event went fine but my feet were effing killing me..
my court shoes gave way.. and were about to break soon..
i cudnt walk properly aft that man..URGH.

so. next day.
ENTREPRENEUSHIP DAY!

finally the last presentation.
we wore blazers and all and i bought a new shirt for this haha..
well unfortunately we had a little TECHNICAL difficulty with the projectors which made the judges wait a few minutes -__-
wat a bad impression.

anyway we went thru with out presentation and it went well! WEE
and we let them try our biscuits and they LIKE!
weeeee

so it was over!!! FINALLY!!
camwhored here n there and i had to rush home to change and grab my make ups n stuff
because i had to meet andreas and abg rosely at 12 for rehearsal..
had a show that very night..
paid $100 weee
so during our break we went down to heeren to see Dance crown of Honour
and only managed to see the last grp
---___________----

that was a very tiring day nt to mention a bit sad..
because i was neglected by a certain sumone who only had me at hello *pokes my stomach* and goodbye *messes my hair*.
and that was it.

HAIZ!!!!
anyway freekzy, sick, hybreed, kampun kru, phunkie stylers AND MANY MORE
got through to semifinals which will be at Genting.
would love to follow u guys but ive got a
DANCE CLASS TO ATTEND! weeee

anyway met up with filzah with shady and SFB
and headed to toa payoh cc where i taught filzah the steps...
the song was ' together we make a difference' and it was DAMNNNNNNNN SLOW..
anyway the show went well..
with me, pulling in FAMOUS TASHA (bapok) to join in to dance with us..
she MADE it her own show eh. SUKE dier.

anyway 1ST AUG is
MONSTA'S BIRTHDAY!
happy birthday!!!! RAWR!

2nd aug!
suppose to meet up with shaik but she cancelled on me so me n khalis went to support our dearest angie's flea market stall at st james powerhouse.. bought a top from angie and a maxi dress for $10!! woohoo!!

3rd aug!
had school and dance!
invited shane to join us in our journey of learning benjy's choreo..
haha he ALMOST survived..
but he waved the white flag halfway.
JENG!
dun worry we'll have our dance lessons soon. jeng :D

4TH AUG!!!
*starts singing*
"its my birthday and i'll cry if i want to!!!"

and so i did haha
anyway started school as per normal with my teacher (communication skills) saying
" where can u get a pretty interviewer man?" LOL!!!
HIAKDISH!
yup we had interviews that day and i was interviewer only. no need for interview man hee

anyway it was me and JACQUELYN'S birthday!!
i noe ur birthday didnt end so well but cheer up sayang! :)

so after lessons had a long break.. chilled at lvl 6 lounge..
suddenly gina said miss diong wanted to see me nw
*she woke me up from my nap*

so i sleepily packed my bags and went out..
gina pressed the button and motioned me to open the door..
so i did..
and at the corner of my eye i saw this small blue boulder at the corner and in my mind i was like
" what in heaven's name is that?"

SUDDENLY THAT THING STARTED SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAHAHHA

that thing was FALIQ!
walau that idiot!
say he sooooooooo busy from end of july till 14th aug till he cnt spend a whole day or outing or few hrs with me :(
RAWR!!!

and like i said..
i cried
yes
i was sooo touched
hee
and so happy at the same time..
where got people surprise me one..
actually got lah.. haha
faliq blindfolding me.. but then it'll make me anticipate wat rite..
so i'd be surprised but anticipated it.
then darlings surprised me with the 19 pocky sticked ice cream haha
thats wat real creative actually hehe

so this was actually considered a REAL surprise bcz i was REALLY surprised hahaha
i cried lah tried to smile at the camera..

the image is still goin thru my mind with faliq squating at the corner singing happy birthday while holding the cake

AND looking like a begger. hahaha
funny sia

anyway the CAKE WAS DELICIOUS!
chocolate fudge!!!!!!
SENSATIONAL! hehehe

so we went for lecture.. i stayed with faliq.. talked awhile..drove arnd..
then said our goodbyes..
went back for lecture..

after school we headed to MIND cafe for dinner and games!
it was LADIES night :)
the TUNA PASTA SALAD was NICE!
we played games and laughed here and there bcz sarah was sooooooooo
blur in the game of TABOO...
she'll waste at least 5 seconds going "AH! AH! I NOE! AH! AH!"
*waiting...*

haha oh ya b4 that i bought 2 pairs of shoes.. 1 heels 1 slippers.. bcz the girls made me buy them! haha

i had a great day girls..
i had a great birthday :)
i loved it all :)
i love the beginning...
i love the surprise...
i love the cake..
i love the person holding the cake..
i love the people who wished me personally and on facebook..
i love Darlings :)
i thank all who got me presents :)
u didnt have to but i appreciate them all including the wishes :)
i love the ending :)
i love what u guys did for me :) and i truly appreciate everything :)

HUGS AND KISSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HARLOW

2009-07-20T06:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO.

well today was a day with a lot of action going on..
me gina n sarah actually skipped proteomics to finish up our
bioenterprise presentation which was later on at 3pm.

met up with zaki to collect dvd.. since darlings meeting slightly later, we had breakfast..
so upon reachin sch, we went to meet jie sheng n peylih to rush for the pictures for the makin of our product.. and after getting the pics, i immediately went to make it into a vid..

it was goin smoothly..

until...
BLOODY THING LAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KNS!!!!

i had no choice but to ctrl alt del n end task.
thank god a bit of my vid was recovered..

then cntinued all the way till i finished everything
then it happened again.

IT LAG!!!!!!!!!!!!RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!
we took a risk again n ended task.

AND THANK GOD!!!
the whole thing was recovered..
oh thank god!
alhamdullilah..

anyway rushed for our presentation.
did our presentation.
teacher liked it.
liked the video. like the pictures.
liked the fact that we actually made our product.

YAHOO!
just a few stuff that needs to be editted b4 entrepreneurship day on the 1st of aug

SOOO

2 PROJECTS DOWN. and a lot more to go!
HEE

k lah im goin for a run nw with zaki.
hope my timing is good.

CIAO CHINCHOW!

omg..

2009-07-17T16:10:00.000-07:00

HAIZ..

nvr thought id last till this stage..
to finally be a year 3 student going through all the shits
a year 3 student should be going through..

currently having the "STUDY" period.
not FYP
not ATTACHMENT.

but STUDY.

and with study, comes projects --____--
as many have told me,
im in the wrong course -_-
yes i believe i am..
anyway..
of all the projects that we current have..
im happy to announce that
Bio-enterprise project is settled.
PCT video is COMPLETE!! just left with the flyer
Drug Development is just left with finishin up slides and compiling.
Proteomics is also left with finishing up slides and compiling.

other than that we're on track and everything is doing GREAT!
i must say that without regina we'd probably be erm...
erm...
procrastinating and STRUGGLING!.
haha she is a very very good planner :D
thank god im in ALL her groups hahahaha
and this time when it comes to projects im proud of myself haha
for being a slightly bit more hardworking than usual...

anyway,
NAPFA is next wk so last wed sarah and me decided to prep ourselves for it
and it caused us so much pain nw lah..
haha
i dont know what went wrong but our legs are aching TERRIBLY
we cnt even walk down the stairs properly..
we'd take VERY VERY long to walk down stairs ahahhaha

well ysterday went shopping with sarah and gina..
went far east..
spent at least 4 hrs there..
i literally shopped ALOT..
i bought a lot of stuff but i spend abt $50 plus..
bcz a dress and shades faliq paid for it..
birthday present :D HEHEHEHE

seems like this year we bought for each other what we wanted..
like we were planning to buy shoes from this online spree..
and so i offered to buy that for his birthday
and same goes for the dress and shades

so altogether i bought...
2 dresses..
1 pair of shades..
1 bikini..
1 top..
and clothing tape..

and i need girly shoes lor -_-
with and without the height haha

ANYWAY.. after the shopping
went straight to Azmi's at admiralty..
ok not really straight ar..

dropped by taka to meet Calvin..haha
where we crapped a while THEN went to admiralty..

and to our surprise,
Zaki was joinin us.
Because initially he said he couldnt join us
because he had made plans earlier on..
so NOW Zaki can help us with editting with what he has in mind for our film..

and the very -_- thing is that we went to edit at Azmi's place
but it was Zaki doing ALL the editting -_-
so why go to Azmi's in the first place -_-

anyway it was definitely fun, laughter and SLEEPYNESS.
we were so sleepy..
sarah left first of course since she stays at sembawang
Gina stays opposite Azmi -_-
Super near!

but in the end the one that stayed thruout was me..
and when i say throughout means 6AM.
--_________--

rendering SUCKS.
wat sucks more is that after you RENDER,
you realise there's a few errors
----________________________----

so must RENDER again..
and it took so long till 6am..
i got a few winks of sleep of course while waiting..

and at long last!
the video is finish and COMPLETE!!!!!!
we'll probably put it up after we've presented...
but there's one outtake and our 'Just JENG' on facebook nw..
just check out my videos..

ok lah...
i wana finish a few slides then SLEEP!!!!!!!!
JENG!!!!

JUST JENG!

well....

2009-07-11T10:52:00.000-07:00

YAY!
common test are over!
but gd luck to those who still have on going test next week..

i suddenly feel like school's over..
but then again we still have sch like per normal
URGH!

now i have 2 frens who have H1N1.
thank God ryna has recovered..
have yet to hear from andee..
may you get well soon.

anyways!

first day of the weekend,
had a looong sleep..
suppose to go watch movie with my girlfriend.
BUT she failed to tell me that
it wasnt just the 2 of us.
there were 2 other guys coming along
AND!
that i was invited to THEIR outing not vice versa.
so here i am accompanying my gf on her first meeting with this guy she got to know..
its the worse date ever!
thank god i was with gf all the way..
urgh..

nt only we they not gentleman,
they were mostly quiet.
we didnt really talk much.
one of them has a 'tiam' on his forehead
it was one of the worse DATES EVER!

my goodness.. luckily i teman her.
god noes wat would have happened..

we watched transformers..
and i must say the movie was the ONLY good thing today..
after that.. waited for gf to meet her fren...
thank god i didnt miss my last train.. but they did though..
they took a cab..

anyway tmr goin out with my bestie n sarah n shady..
go shopping.

JENG. i wana sleep nowwwwwwwww
damn the popcorn made me bloated..
urgh

updates!

2009-07-08T05:47:00.000-07:00

HAIZ.

Common test period now.
bloody hell.

3 papers down, 3 more to go.

and to add on to fri, 2 papers
AND A PRESENTATION.
WTF.

im just updating a bit.
that im studyin nw.
but meetin faliq for awhile later.
bcz he has boot camp this sun
for 7 days
AND WITH NO HP!! WALAU!
gona miss my baby :(

ANYWAY IM OFF TO STUDY!
CIAO CHINCHOW!

lazy

2009-06-28T10:25:00.000-07:00

im rather lazy today so i shall not upload the pics but i shall give u the link on facebook..

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90242&id=606251794&l=36ed4fdb82

well lets start by sayin thank you very much for those who came down to support me
im very grateful
im sorry i let u guys down
didnt get thru to the finals..
its alrite..
2009 isnt my year..

anyway went out with my girlfriend
shaik-kira
went sheesha-ing at bugis...
here's the pics

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90473&id=606251794&l=b04c2cb77e

once again i told u im lazy HEE

toodles!

HARLOW

2009-06-27T00:12:00.000-07:00

hey ppl!

let me just update about the voting..
I REALLY REALLY REALLY truly appreciate every one of you
to vote for me..especially those with the non-stop clicking..
haha..

the results is that in the voting im 6th in place..
which means i get 2.5 points added to my score..

so i guess thats good enuf then :D
thanx a gazillion!
:D

now about FB camp..
since we are grand seniors..
we dun really need to be that involved..
so we REALLY didnt get involved hahaha
except the rest of the girls..
they attended hanisah's reggae class..
i was at project discussion hee

well us girls took off for a night of clubbing..
especially us virgin clubbers..
i only go to clubs for dance competitions
and ive never gone for clubbing itself..
so yea.. virgin!

we headed to zirca which was free for tertiary students b4 12..
started off..
a bit bland..
and headed off to dbl O at 1.15..
and i was told by my fren that dbl has a lot of mats n minahs...
but i nvr expected it to be THAT MUCH!

the dancefloor was PACKED.
like shit man hw to dance..
but azilah n huda brought us deep inside which wasnt that packed..

the whole time was funny bcz of this crazy ass idiot mats who think
they can get a piece of us..
SORRY SIKIT eh
us girls that night was all about protecting each other hahaha
didnt wana get grinded by sum sticky sweaty ugly MAT.
thanks to azilah n huda for protecting us :D

well after dbl O closed the dancefloor at 3..
we decided to head down to macdonalds shaw towers..
during the taxi ride there..
we were disturbed by a bunch of probably-drunk-and-gatal guys who were in their car..
anyway the guys in the car kept buggin us and actually stopped at the macdonalds for quite long like as if spying on us..
PERVERTS.

well we ate and laughed and slept at mac for awhile..
and decided to make our move arnd 5 plus..
bcz we cnt go back to sch b4 6..
cause of the gate..
after a lot of waiting for the station to open and for the bloody long first train..
we were back at sch and KNOCKING OUT haha
afterwhich we heard of the recent passing..

R.I.P.
Michael Jackson
1958-2009

*1 minute of silence*
.......
.............
.................
.......................

ok! so next morning had project discussion...
headed back to sch..
waited for the girls and those who wanted to go to dbl O to check out jim beam dance comp..
and congrats to Freekzy, fantastic remix and Shut up Boys for getting thru to the finals..

so it was the after party..
i surprised faliq!
hee
im glad u love it baby :D

well danced like mad at O bar
and dancing AWAY from some ppl who want to approach us girls..
haha
luckily brown was there also..
anyways we left at 3 and headed to mac to eat and take a few winks..
thats where we also found this BAPOK..
who just cnnt stop standing and sitting at the bustop just to get attention..
everybody was scared of this bapok bcz the EYES were scary..
like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeww..

well headed back sch at 6..slept at the benches while waiting for the aircon to be on so that we can sleep at that long room which got smelly bcz the ppl who were aredi there were perspiring..

so once aircon was on.. THATS IT MAN!!
sleep like no tomorrow haha
jeng afterwhich me,gina and hanisah found that nora,idah and shaq were missing..
they went to see the juniors dance showcase..
which we missed..

then sumbody say..
all camp activities must stop..

???????

sumtin abt H1N1..
walao!
NYP got 1st cnfirmed case..
scary shit..
heard the story abt the rp case..
this IRRESPONSIBLE DUMB guy was quarantined
and came to sch to TELL his teacher that he was quarantined..
WTF..
then spread to d ppl there..
nw how are we suppose to practice at rp?

anyways.. since im back home and SLEEPY and TIRED..
might as well :)

XOXO GD NITEZ!

pictures will be up in the next post..

2009-06-25T01:22:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!!!
please support me!!
please vote for me!!

my singing comp is this sun 28TH june
tampines mall
lvl 4
2-6pm

SHOUT FOR ME!!
:)

today.

2009-06-19T13:42:00.000-07:00

well have always been stayin home.
not that much action in my life.
the other day i planned to eat waffles by myself
but khalis (3rd aug bro) joined me
afterwhich we headed to rp together..
he went for breaking
i went to study and to meet angie and benjy.
danced abit.
of course studied..

THURS went for project discussion..
i noe for sure that i didnt have any plans after that
but ended going "window shopping" with sarah and rykiel
haha
me n sarah bought tops from cotton..
GSS indeed.
so we walked from wisma to taka to heeren to cineleisure
where we chilled at gloria jeans..

FRI rykiel came over to do our project stuff..
we're just suppose to do some scroll..
but we bought groceries and cooked!!
we had pasta and clam chowder..
AND FINALLY..
i have gaseous drinks in my house
bought myself a tub of mixed berries yoghurt..
OOOOOHH GOD IS IT NICE.

tmr..haiz.. i have nothing much to do really..
maybe force myself go library and study i guess
FORCE!

anyway watched tv and heard "jem - missing you" playing
decided to download it..

here's the lyrics..
perfect for my situation.

I wish this could be a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone

Don't think I ever believed that
this day would come
Now all I'm feeling
is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I would try
But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful
for the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
but I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I wouldn't cry
But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you

want you by my side
Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone

Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say you didn't die

an old song..
coincidental timing indeed for me to remember this song
i'll just end this post with this hottie i saw on tv.

i present to you.
Jamie Dornan.

lyrics.

2009-06-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

these are a bunch of lyrics of songs i just found
and i like it..
it makes me happy somehow..

"the way i am by ingrid michaelson"

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

"you and i by ingrid"

Don't you worry there, my honey
We might not have any money
But we've got our love to pay the bills
Maybe I think you're cute and funny
Maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you
If you know what I mean

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
Let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance
Let's get rich and build a house on a mountain
Making everybody look like ants from way up there,
You and I, you and I

Well, you might be a bit confused
And you might be a little bit bruised
But baby, how we spoon like no one else
So I will help you read those books
If you will soothe my worried looks
And we will put the lonesome on the shelf

"morning lullabies by ingrid"

Yesterday
I woke up
With your head
On my arm

My hand was numb
Circulation--Gone
But I dared not move
The pretty sleeping one

The sun had painted
Patterns on your face
As you breathed
Sunday air

You rolled onto
My open arm
I became your pillow
You let me smooth your hair

L.CREW

2009-06-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

I PRESENT TO YOU.
LAKSA CREW!

met up at jurong east and waited for SHAQILAH FOR 30MINS!
suppose to meet at 2pm.
and she came at 3pm.

yea so we were 30 mins late haha..
and because of that we cnnt go flea market :(
went straight to eat at far east
Esteller 77.

Then we went off to cash karaoke at Cuppage Plaza..
newly opened.

*yeah the girl on the left is VERY HAPPY hahaha SHIOK SENDIRI ALL THE WAY HEHEHE*

*SHAQILAH WTH!!!! HAHAHAHA*

like as if camwhoring in the room wasnt enough..
we camwhored in frnt of the lift.

-_-.

moved on to head to esplanade..
camwhored in the bus.
*slaps forehead*

we got shocked when some guy asked us if we were friends with the grp beside us..
"erm.. no??"
"ok..hw about you sit further in..dont be alarmed..this is a police check"
ok..........

moving on.

well since we thought the scenery was a bit limited to camwhore.
we moved.
HAIZ.
to the merlion.

*SHAQILAH WTH!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA*

*HEHE SHAQILAH STOP IT LAH HAHAHAHA*

*I was getting pissed at the many spotlights that were available at starbucks.
i mean like come on man BNYKNYE LAMPU!!*

I shall end it with my very favourite pic..
because i look nice in it HURHUR..
and idah is *entah kenape* staring at her Hand ahah

SCARY!

2009-06-13T22:13:00.000-07:00

Something scary happened last night..
or should i say this morning..
anyway it was past midnight..

i was wearing my t-shirt dress..
and the bottom is rather short...

so when i alighted the bus..
i saw this psycho guy..
i always call him the psycho guy bcz of 2 incidents a few years ago..
i saw him.
he saw me.

SHIT!!
"walk faster kyra walk faster..shit lah this person block me!!"

he was already calling out for me
'excuse me.. excuse me..beb..beb'

i just kept walkin not turning back once..
he followed quite a long way...
being so desperate...
i wanted to call someone...

couldnt call faliq. damnit.
he's in the cinema..

"beb... beb... maam.. maam"

SO i faked a call..
"hello helloo..."

and i turned to see..
he already turned arnd and ran off..

SIALAH

SCARY SIA!!!

now im scared to go home at night..

BTW

2009-06-12T12:40:00.001-07:00

BTW!
My tagboard is still there!
its below the PLURK.
you just have to SCROLL down..
DONT FORGET TO LEAVE A TAG!
tanx u!
banyak terima kasih.
HOR!

updates.

2009-06-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

halo halo halo.
just a few updates..
had outing with darlings where we went to play pool :)

we look like cave woman making fire haha..
new way to put that blue cube thingy at ur cue stick hee

well if i rmbr things correctly
on fri.
2.30pm i had dance with benjy and angie.
5pm left dance headed home to bathe and pack.
6pm left home, wdlds and headed for outram park,MusicStory.
7pm-10.30pm was at music story performance rehearsal.
10.30pm onwards, headed to the cathay where i find out from faliq that the queue is already long..
and yup i stayed over at cathay..
bumped into a lot of ppl..
whom of which were dancers and schmates..

they gave us a queue number so that we can go out of the baracade and come back in queue at 7am.
so my number was.......

well cudnt really sleep so early bcz there were loads of ppl
talking,laughing..
screaming.. because of a rat -_-.
somemore the weather was cold! and i was freezing!
but managed to get a few winks of sleep.

at arnd 6.. we got into the queue..dressed and all.. :)

well imagine this.
queue from 8-11am.
11am reach registration tables.
11-4pm THEN only end auditions..
sumore the theatre hall was sooooooooooo cold.
and yea we auditioned to producers, not the judges themselves

this is the toilet pass :) haha
yea we made many trips ....
wat to do..cold mah..

well in case ur wondering,
I GOT THRU! the first round only
nervous for facing the judges..JENG.
wish me luck!!

oh btw.. after my audition, i rushed for my dance performance at heeren..
i damn power rite? hahaha

xoxo toodles :)

ahhh!!

2009-06-04T22:10:00.000-07:00

well hello there..
wont be online tonight..
bcz i'll be at cathay..
sleeping over..
queueing..
for...

AHHHH
SINGAPORE IDOL..

so scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is gona be a rather busy day..

1.30-5pm = dance at rp.
5-6pm = go home, bathe and pack
6-7pm = travel to outram.
7- 10pm = Sing Out showcase rehearsal
10pm onwards = travel to dhoby ghaut and just linger there i guess...

AHHHH SO SCARED!!!
i'll be singing foolish games and natural woman..

AHHHH so scared....
wat should i wear sia...

ok.
i must pack these stuff.

toiletries.
towel.
make up kit.
clothes for audition.
clothes for performance.
SG IDOL forms. + photo.
lyrics.
umbrella.
sleeping bag??
sweater.
sleeping baju.
hp.
money.
huge bag.
water bottle.

think thats about it ar...
i hope!
wish me luck!

just normal stuff.

2009-06-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

To start things off,
here's a photo from the SingOut Semifinalist photoshoot..
check out
http://76neilroad.blogspot.com
to find out more about the competition and MusicStory (the music school)

PLEASE come down on the 7th june 2pm at tampines mall level 4
to support the semifinalist showcase.
Its a performance to promote the semifinalist and the competition.

The semi finals is on the 27th and 28th june.
MINE is on the 28TH june 2-6pm at TAMPINES mall LEVEL 4
please come down to support..
your support will be part of my results so ITS IMPT!!

there will be a voting system when its nearing the semifinals so i really need you guys to vote as much as you can ! hee

JENG!

yesterday during our break
me, ally, rykiel, sarah and xiuyi headed down to
sumo house HURHUR!
had my usual tempura udon and E-TAKO!!
and we had complimentary dish :)

recently ive been going home early..
and its REALLY tiring..
except for ysterday, we had dance practice..
it was just me n angie..
benjy couldnt come down cz his mum wants him to eat dinner at home..
and we all noe that if we ask benjy to come down after that,
he will dilly delly dilly delly and reach damn late so wats the point.

so it was just me and angie.
made a new fren with angie's fren, khalis
and guess wat!
all three of us right.. our birthdays are SUPER close.

khalis = 3rd aug 1989
angie = 4th aug 1989
kira = 4th aug 1989

COOL RITE!
yup me and angie have the same birthday..
and ysterday we slowly found out things from one another that we had in common..

well the other day darlings went out for sakura intl buffet..
faliq joined us...
comedian indeed..
we definitely stuffed ourselves till we can no longer get stuffed..

this is a picture of my fork hanging from the mushroom..
my fork would have fallen out of the hotplate but noooooo
the mushroom saved the day!!
hah!
cool or wat..

i'l talk about a few random stuffs..
you see this poster?

this is a poster outside my school..
and you'll see this at the sheltered pathway before you enter the school..
this poor guy just had a face makeover..

some genius student doctor at our school put up the TEMPERATURE STICKERS on his eyes and mouth hahahaha

funny sia.

well honestly im super dee duper bored at home..
gona edit my resume..
gona scan my drawing for project..
gona eat my sushi..
gona wait for his message..
gona update myself on naruto shippuuden and gossip girl..
and OF COURSE!
study for this DUMBDUMB marketing test. URGH.

and in case u all are wondering..
me and faliq are still not together...
we're kinda like in a .....

dating phase..
i think..
i hope..
ahhhhhhhh.......

just a few random pics.

met up with baby go watch terminator..

after baby just performed his item in his ShowQuest singing competition

the boys playin ty-tee in the train before seoul garden.

while everyone is sitting on stools listening to lab briefings,
sarah decides to do it her way and sit in the most unglam manner..

well of course few minutes later, she complains of butt pains and finds a stool..
-_-

Its been awhile since we camwhored in labcoats..
so we did..
2 vain pots.

got this gorgeous temporary tattoo during club crawl..
i wana get this again!!
if possible spray on hehe

sorry i dont do permanents.

i'll end things off with a picture baby took..
its from a movie poster but the date was significant..
creative indeed i must say :)

ok shall do my list of stuff now :)

*wee!! just got his msg :)*

xoxo
Kira.

wei wei

2009-05-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

hey there..
my last post wasnt really that pleasant..

but this weeks have been better..
lesser crying..
more happier..
because been going out with baby..
i mean faliq..
actually i dont know lah..

whatever it is..
im just happy when im around him
or smsing him
or hugging him
or just in his presense..

well been watchin movies with him..
a lot..

now he owes me a star trek and night in a museum 2 date hee

and he's joining darlings outing tmr for sakura intl buffet at admiralty park..
after we going for pool! wee

well as for school..
we've been having a lot of projects
and presentations..
year 3 is indeed stress..
in one week we can have several presentations for diff modules.. HAIZ..

anyway i am really hoping that i can get to go overseas attchmt..
insyaallah..

update yall soon
CIAO chinchow

fuck

2009-05-19T11:21:00.000-07:00

fuck. fuck. fuck.

im a BITCH.
im a lover.
im a child.
im a mother??
im a SINNER
and a saint (NOT)

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

i wana cry my eyes out till i go blind so nobody would want me, nobody would like me, nobody would love me ANYMORE.

i would love to kill myself but i cnt.
cz i dont wana sin further.

I WANA BACK OUT FROM SING OUT 09.
I WANA BACK OUT FROM SINGAPORE IDOL.
I WANA BLOODY FUCK OFF.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wana emo and wana get out of ur life and just make myself suffer..
but i dont wana get out of ur life bcz i still love u and i want u back and i want u.
but no.
you dont want me anymore.........

ahhhhhhh............

can i just cry in the cinema tmr ?
i mite just do that.

almost lover

2009-05-17T13:07:00.000-07:00

your fingertips across my skin
the palmtrees swaying in the wind..
images.

you sang me spanish lullabyes
the sweetest sadness in your eyes
clever trick.

i never wana see you unhappy
i thought you'd want the same for me.

Goodbye my almost lover
goodbye my hopeless dream
im trying not to think about you
can't you just let me be
so long my luckless romance
my back is turned on you
shouldn't known you bring me heartache
almost lovers
always do

we walked along a crowded street
you took my hand and danced with me
images.
and when you left you kissed my lips
you told me you'd never never forget these images
no..

i never wana see you unhappy
i thought you'd want the same for me..

goodbye my almost lover
goodbye my hopeless dream
im trying not to think about u
can't you just let me be
so long my luckless romance
my back is turned on you
shudn't known you bring me heartache
almost lovers always do..

i cannot go to the ocean
i cannot drive the streets at night
i cannot wake up in the morning
without you on my mind
so you're gone and im haunted
and i bet you are just fine

did i make it that easy to walk right in and out
of my life...

oh yes..

2009-05-16T13:57:00.000-07:00

oh ya!
tanx azmi for the reminder..
loads of things happened i missed out this..

well i was involved in an international production..
48hr film competition..
its interesting indeed..
azmi told me to be an actress on standby..
and yea i kinda forgot about it..
luckily he called me to remind me..
i was a metalcore screamo fan
(it was later changed to the johnny axel club president)
who will cry because my idol (johnny axel)
died in a freak accident.. so yea im suppose to cry..
and cry i did..
it was fun with the filming and with the crew
and of course the pizza! hee
i liked my freaky make up hurhur!
credits to izzy :)

if you wana see the film
(btw this film got top 8 WOOHOO)
you can come for the screening at
....
u noe wat...
u tell me u wana go see THEN i tell u where it is HAHA

anyway ysterday was the revival round (wildcard round)
for Sing Out 09.
i was suey to be the last contestant..
the only malay contestant
and the only one from adult category to sing an ENGLISH song..

I GOT THRU TO THE SEMI'S!!!!!!

yay!
anyway there's this showcase of semifinalist on 7th june at tampines mall..
and there are 2 semifinals..
on 27th n 28th..
faliq and mine are on 28th..
so come down and support us yea..
we NEED ur votes online and we NEED your support on the semis itself..

btw today was the photoshoot where we're required to wear red..
afterwhich me n faliq went to eat double cheeseburgers at mac!
hee
we had a fun n awesome time didnt we baby :)

alrite.. thats it..
need my beauty rest..
supporting faliq for show quest later at clarke quay..
need to wake up early!

ok lah nt really hee

CIAO CHINCHOW!

long time no blog

2009-05-11T18:57:00.000-07:00

hey people!

sory for totally not updating my dusty blog after so long..
definitely A LOT of things happen thruout this "HIBERNATION"
period.

lets see...
argued with bf..
fixed things with bf..
me n bf HAPPY!
went to sch like normal..
suppose to play pool with a few of the titans..
but only a few came down..
it was also ain's bdae! happy belated bdae!

club crawl happened.
only got to dance reggae main and mass dance..
1st day was fine..
2nd day screwed up the choreo..
but my make up! WOH!
thats what i call my show-make up hehe

glad titans came to support..

supported hanaffe and the percussion ensemble..

its hilarious that one can HEADBANG with a cowbell!

HAHA!

and not to forget..
BABY came down!

had my SingOut Quarterfinals..
find that this competion is 98% chinese!
either in songs or the race itself...
i didnt get thru to the semi's or the revival wildcard round..
:'(
and nobody came to support me except baby..
and iffah's family who came after my performance.

but gt a call from them a few days later saying that the judges thought thru the results and looked thru the video and decided to bring me in for revival round..
weee!
will be singing foolish games by jewel.

well fancrew and flairnation and a few sfbians will be doing a combined performance for esplanade in sept so we have weekly practices on saturdays..
been fun but yet tough training as well..

had my 13th mthsary recently.. spent it with baby supporting him at his Show Quest quarterfinals and ate at breeks after that..

mum hasnt been well recently..
doctor says she has slip-disc..
she thinks otherwise..
so she's in bed or on the sofa the whole day thruout the whole few weeks..
and she's always relying on my laptop for british dramas to plug into the tv..
haha

well tests and quizes and ICA's are coming soon..
should study..
should drag yani and hanaffe to study..
must force ESPECIALLY yani to study..
JENG

went for FB passing down ceremony..
started at 7.30 but took soooooo long
because most of the previous batches presidents were there as well to make speeches haha
the very FIRST president of FB came down..WOW..
Gin Oschool as well..
after hearing about how FB was in the past im rather thankful that im in my batch eventhou nw we're called grandseniors.. OMG!
so OLD!
auditions for FB are over..
rumors are goin arnd that there's a 3rd audition..
and there's rumors that its being cancelled..
im nt really sure..
but wat i noe is i cnt wait to meet the juniors coming in :)

well im actually bored here at home.. tmr sch starts as early as 8.30 and i know for SURE that i cant be there on time..
after sch meeting the lepak bros and go to seoul garden for our outing..
yay! i get to stuff myself! JENG!

OK! im done updating!
im done!
and im gona play games till im sleepy!
GD NITEZ!

baby you know anot?

2009-04-20T10:02:00.001-07:00

baby you know or not our blog is gone?
i was waiting for the day you'd ask me about it.
but u didnt.
until when also i'll never know.
for all i know u dont even read this blog.

so there.
our blog is gone.
and its not coming back up.

im sick.
ur injured.
i dont have a mood.
you're pissed.
thats our status now.

urgh.

BALI

2009-04-17T11:29:00.001-07:00

BALI is B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.!!!!!

ur suppose to spell it out! not read it out!
well i totally enjoyed evry single part of it..
the culture
the dances
the shopping
the scenery
the food
the hotel
the scenary!
did i say that aredi?

well i went white water rafting and parasailing weeeee
i did a lot of things n went a lot of places..
its too much to say.. so i'll post the pics soon..
but ive uploaded all (or most) of them on facebook so just check them out :)

sch is starting soon..
actually checked my timetable at the airport while waiting for boardin haha
oh ya!
sadha my senior ( 1 batch before me) took the same flight as me!
haha he was also headin to bali but stayin there 1 week while me 4-5 days..

anyway sch is starting this mon..
9am..
urgh..
and FB is performing for club crawl (cca open house/carnival)
and i tink i might screw my reggae item hahaha

tmr FANTASTIC GIRLS performin at national library bugis!
for international dance week!
at 12.30pm
if ur coming dont be late!

i guess thats all to update..
hee

:)

2009-04-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

well decided to upload this video.

well ysterday was a fun day indeed.
wish i took a photo of wat i wore..

had ogl rehearsal.
we practiced our dances..
played abit of monkey with soccer.
perspired A LOT.

went to meet up with gina
and gina, me and sarah did manicures!
all 3 did french manicure..
hurhur..

after which, me, sarah, xiuyi and jeremy rushed to braddell to meet
hanisah and brown and where we all rushed to macdonalds and to get 2 taxis
to rush to mediacorp..

you must be wondering why....
well faliq and verbalized flow performed on okto live..
so we went there to support him n damn was the studio SMALL.
it cudn't fit all of us so we had to watch the show backstage --________--
through the tv. --_______--
anyway tink we preferred doin that so we could see the funny smses being sent in by ppl..
coincidentally that episode had the 3 girls from R.E.M. and this GAY guy called
steven lim.. tink u all find him familiar.. he's the banana man from sg idol..
i tink..

he's goddammit gay and bimbo lah!!!
but it was a boring yet fun experience.
Faliq's NS frens who came to support were seriously funny sia..
"FALIQ! steven lim lagi popular dari kau sia"
[translation: FALIQ! steven lim more popular than u sia]

anyway aft mediacorp..brown n hanisah took bus..
jeremy's bro send xy, jeremy n sarah home..
n faliq brought me to eat with the rest of freekzy and his parents..

anyway april fool's, bombed a nasty joke on gina n sarah.. mainly gina..
me n faliq played along hurhur..

TMR OGL REHEARSAL! see ya!!!!!!!!!

woah

2009-03-24T00:47:00.001-07:00

i just realised thats a LONG post.

harlow harlow harlow

2009-03-24T00:15:00.000-07:00

you know i really want to blog..
but i cnt rmbr wat to blog that i had to check my organiser and recall what i did on those days haha

well results are out..
i passed all my modules but im nt too happy abt it..

on that wed i went out with baby to catch a movie at grand cathay..
race to witch mountain..
it was nice and funny..
but with my short term memory loss
i cnt rmbr what happened in the movie haha

after the movie we went to walk arnd so we walked from dhoby ghaut to somerset to orchard to somerset then to dhoby ghaut again.. woah rite
that was one of the best dates i had with faliq bcz we actually walked..
most of the time we'd just drive there.. hurhur..

thurs we had ogl meet up wich was funny as usual..
we're gona be dancing for FO this time..
and im suppose to help choreograph.. haiz..

after meeting i chilled for awhile to wait for 7pm
bcz i had reggae at 7..
but since i had NOTHING else to do i went there early
and turns out there was a meeting which i was unaware abt..
LUCKILY i went early.
anyway im suppose to dance 2 items for club crawl
reggae and mtv groove..
but they took away mtv groove!!!!!!!!
ahhh!!!!!!

but hey we're still gona learn the choreo YESSAH!
well that day we didnt really learn any choreo but reggae basics
which literally made us perspire like nutz!

next day friday there was ADIDAS, food, robinsons, apparel fair at expo so of course
darlings (except rykiel -_- ggrrr) went there..
i bought 1 pair of shoes (thanks to the brainwashing of xiuyi)
1 wallet and 1 top

thank god i bought the top because i finally had sumtin nice to wear for the
SingOut 09 auditions.

well after the whole fair..
we were totally DRAINED!
so TIRED!
but we were hungry so we went to airport's popeye's chicken..
wah sarah kena bully very bad..
haha
on the way back home in the empty train..
we took pics and the pics were hilarious!
will upload soon.

next day saturday stayed home for awhile
practicing for auditions.
baby asked me out for movie..
watched 'Coming Soon'
WAH SCARY!!
most of the time my hands were covering my eyes because i didnt wana see that
ugly ghost's face.
and my tailbone hurt because i was shocked in one of the scenes and the shock hurt my tailbone!!!!!!
RAWR!!!!!!!

anyway i think that movie will make pirated cd makers think twice before copying the movie ahahhaa

SUNDAY!
sing out auditions today.
woke up earlier to warm up my voice..
and finally make up my mind on WHAT song to sing..
decided to choose born for this (which turned out to be a not so good choice)
and foolish games.

the judges had this system where
each judge (there's only 3 judges)
have cards which have a number each from 1-5.
this is the point system.
so if u get 12 points and above u get the golden ticket of going to quarterfinals.
if u get 11 points and below you'll be kept in view..
so i sing2..
the male judge said he'd seen me at NYP before..
and that i gave him a good impression at NYP..
then the 2 female judges said they like my singing and vocals..

and the points??

*DRUMROLL*

14! wee
im in the running to become america's next top model!

tk eh?
no ar?

hehe im in the quarterfinals of sing out! hee

and btw i joined this comp with faliq..
and he got 15 points.
damn. haha
anyway
quarterfinals will be on the weekends of april
so mine is on the 25th.
faliq's is on the 18th.
HENG.

its an open session but the area where it'll be held i believe is rather small
so whoever who wants to support me can do so..
but inform me first..
because i cnt really invite a lot of people considering the area..
it'll be in outram park. hurhur.

well MONDAY!
Freshman Orientation Dry run.
i was actually the EARLIEST!
WOW.
its because ALLY cheat my feelings lah!
i actually forgot abt FO dry run..
hurhur and at 3.30am i was awake and online
she said 'see u tmr ar dun be late'

huh??

tmr as in tues or later?
ally ='tmr got FO dry run lah..'

huh? hahahaha I FORGOT!
ally = 9am at blk P lvl 7

*looks at the clock..*
*omg...i only have 4 hrs of SLEEP!*

and its suppose to be 9.30 nt 9am!
no wonder i was the earliest!

well FO dry run was fun..
but the games at stadium omg! so draining!
so HOT!

my grp did this thing where we would suddenly squat and scream arnd ppl and see their shocked reactions hahah and see whether they squat with us anot..

merepek ar but funny hahaha

after that went to play pool after SOOOOOOOO LONG.
and i made the guys intimidated hahaha
because i literally beat them ahhahahahahahaha
omgosh!
now im addicted to pool hehe..

TODAY! TUESDAY!
there's class chalet today..
gona meet rykiel and go there together..
i heard most of them in my class gona be drinking
so me, regina and sarah gona be watchin shows or playing games while they're doing that..
hope i get to see baby tonight then maybe the 4 of us can go jalan2 :)

will post later :)

2009-03-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT!! the pictures that you see now consist of

-NYP has talent
-CHINGAY with Fantastic Crew.(almost all of fancrew)
-Danceworks with FANTASTIC GIRLS.
-Pesta Perdana with the stars.
-sakura international buffet with darlings before pesta perdana (only 1 pic)
-Dinner&Dance Life Sciences side.

its all at random.. not properly arranged (very lazy to arrange)
so ya!
and one more thing

CLICK ON PICTURE TO ENLARGE.

(so its between me and AMR)

(night open house performance.)

(pictures with zymma after chingay)

(yup blue hair)

(BENJY'S stupid hand!)

(fyi this was our make up for danceworks. AND! WE DID NOT SHAVE OUR EYEBROWS! its called makeup trick bebeh)

(well there was 6 of us and the table was FILLED with food after this picture..so yea. we DEFINITELY ATE)

(yup the only girl left with a bunch of guys.. and girls???erm..)

(LAKSA CREW. and im holding best costume award envelope)

(the last pose. im on the one standin on the very right)

(im the one holding the banner on the right)

(during practices with fangirls.)

(FIERCE! with fauziee)

(D&D with the commitee. i hate this hair!)

(without makeup)

(half of darlings.)

(me n my emcee with adorable Mr. AK)

A LOT to update

2009-03-15T10:55:00.000-07:00

alrite there's tonnes to update so i'll keep it simple.

DanceWorks 09'

well fantastic crew sent 3 teams - Fantastix, Fantastic Kidz and Fantastic Girls.
in other words fancrew owned the competition because
Fangirls won best costume.
Fankidz won highest energy award.
Fantastix won 2nd place.
Amin from another grp won artistic merit.
Fantastix and Fankidz went through to the finals.

so yea.
fancrew owned the competition.

as for danceworks,
im really happy that fangirls turned out to be a crowd favourite.
i would really really like to thank Fairul and Mazroiie especially
because they helped out a lot in the props especially banner and leash.
and the girls who came down on both days to help with the banner and pills.
im thankful that we got our leggings eventhou the post office gave a lot of trouble.
and that its thanks to our leggings and topknots that we got best costume.
in this case i tried my best to be a responsible leader of the group.
i learned a lot in leadin a dance group.
you can never noe that you are a good leader till u lead a dance group.
and im serious.
no point goin to leadership training camps and be outstanding to be chosen as a leader
when a leader truly rises when leading.
and leading a freshie grp is nothing compared to leadin a dance group.

i admit i have made a lot of sacrifices for dancework.
i sacrificed more here than for my bf.
i sacrificed my prepaid to sms my dear girls regarding practices etc.
i sacrificed my nyp has talent prize money for costumes and props and hairspray.
i sacrificed my time to go for practices and do props then to go out with my bf especially on valentines day.
but when i think about it, im typing this not to boast that i contributed a lot..
its just to show and tell myself that you must sacrifice for your team.
and sacrifice sincerely.
i dun expect to get my money back or my prepaid or wat not..
because most of these stuffs i do sincerely.

Leadership Training Camp

it was the most tiring camp i've ever attended because the night walk we had
really drained our energy and tested all our limits.
and eventhou i joined as a camper and these is the 2nd time im attendin this camp,
i felt like as though im the leader of my grp with Alisa.. maybe perhaps im older thats why i feel that way..but i really felt like i was the leader hehe..
anyway after LTC, i was told i was chosen as OGL.. kinda expected it haha..
but i heard that a few ppl gave a lot of problems and noise after not being chosen..
wat i feel and learned from a fellow dancer is that

"if u are not chosen or accepted for something like an audition or in this case, to be an OGL, and want to know the reason why..you should contact the organiser and ask WHY. once you find out, and im sure the reason is REASONABLE. take a step back and say ' oh ok i understand thank you for clearing my doubts and answring my enqueries"

there's no point creating havoc and politics when it does you no good.
it wont make u an OGL.
plus if the CONS of you being an OGL is more than your PROS, then just understand that.

and through this camp i learned a different side of people which i find absolutely STUPID.
i dont see any point in SABOTAGING a CAMP.
it DOES NOT DO YOU ANY GOOD OR BENEFIT.
it is in fact CHILDISH.
there is NO POINT in making people look bad when all it does is make YOU look STUPID and brainless.
the devil may be siding you but GOD will punish you.

whatever it is, LTC was fun fullstop.

*on the night of Danceworks, i injured my tailbone and its been 9 days and it still hurts*

OGL TRAINING

it was fun with this batch of people..
i feel we are more bonded..
and have a lot of people to make fun of especially AYUB!!
OMG DAMN FUNNY!!!
from wat i heard he's the OGL king..
and we're the TITANS!
woohoo..
i heard i was nominated for OGL queen..
thank god i wasnt pick.. phew..

Dinner & Dance

well i was asked by gina to sing for the CPT side D&D.
I sang 'i turn to you' and it went wel till one part my whistle register got stuck
and i had to force it out.. haha

and for the LS side i was the emcee with bob (yr 1)..
we had good emcee chemistry and i must say the event just nw went smoothly and it was very fun..i must say that i have a good emcee future ahead of me haha.. LOL
and the director of SCL shook my hand and congratulated me on a job well done and my good emcee-ing skills. HURHUR.
it was definitely fun to have to meet a whole bunch of people and interact with them..
play the games with them..
IMPROMPTU..wow nw that was difficult but we had the momentum going..
i was actually afraid initially the audience wouldnt be enthusiastic but im thankful that they
were extremely sporting :D

well its been a tiring week..dun even think i get to get a job and earn cash..
OH YA speakin of which..

for those who watch PESTA PERDANA ON SURIA..
and THOUGHT they saw me, YES its me dancing on all the dance items..
2 of the dance items are on facebook and youtube.. do check them out :D

anyway i think thats all for now..
in my next post, it'll be an all pictures post so

ciao CHINCHOW!

love,
kyra.

and then...

2009-03-03T19:11:00.000-08:00

well i had 2 horrible days for the past 2 days..
according to zee,
my patience was tested over its limited and so i outburst in rage.
and the unlucky soul i had to let it all out on was this idiot who's name is an animal.
and that was the result of me just keepin it all in.

danceworks.
a lot of probs a lot of things to deal with. a lot of unsure stuff goin on.
especially without any guidance from hakim who's in camp.
i'll just keep quiet and keep it to myself.
because i dun want to suddenly outburst for no reason to innocent ppl..
hmm...

going to go for camp soon.

anyway those who wana support fantastic kids, fantastix and FANTASTIC GIRLS.
please come down this saturday to plaza singapura where danceworks is going to be held.
im not sure about the other group's slot..
but fangirls is the last group out of 33 teams.
event starts at 3pm

watch us and support us K!

updates!

2009-02-26T09:40:00.000-08:00

well the exams are finally over!
but no the stress is never ending...
straight away after i finished my last wrecking paper..
i had to rush to mediacorp..

why?
because they needed a dancer last minute for pesta perdana...
so i decided to accept.
now the shit thing when ur brain is just fresh from being cooked from info..
nw ur brain is goin to be cooked to coordinate ur muscles and rmbr the freaking steps..
i had to borrow the cd so that i can practice at home.
lol or wat.

anyway it was stress for me bcz i kept screwing up..
i was rather surprised the studio is small.
when it looks so big on tv.
i get to meet the stars face to face.
(actually its nothing ar haha)

anyway danceworks is arnd the corner..
we're preparing for it nw..
tmr im havin sakura with darlings before i rush down to mediacorp again..
then after pesta perdana im rushing to esplanade for practice..

goin out with baby on sunday..
not sure what we're gona do..
but i noe that we'll definitely be goin out ahha.

having sum singing acting auditions for okto on mon.
wish me luck.

havin leadership training camp this 5,6th.
after which i will have to rush down to practice..

haiz..
busy week.

pre-goodnight post.

2009-02-16T11:39:00.000-08:00

well just wana end everything with a short post before i go to sleep.

i have no idea why but i have decided to wear a facial mask to sleep the night (or morning) before each paper hee.
i tried it out last night but i think the mask i used wasnt as good as the first one i bought..
but im gona keep this goin till 26th which is like FREEDOM!

actually nt really lah..
after my so-called freedom got dance drilling till danceworks.

today's medical microbiology paper was ayte.
its ayte because i know i wasnt prepared for it.
but im fedup with myself for forgeting a few bits of information which i knew..
till i forgot it -_-.
i hope i pass this paper.. urgh.

well im a bit thankful that they exam timetable left us with a tues off. must literally make use of this tues. thats why i did a bit of tutorials just nw so that tmr will be pure memorising and understanding of my next paper.

Introduction to Immunology.
haiz.

anyway tmr ive got to help out with the props.
need to remind myself to buy red paint and paintbrushes and bring newspapers.
i hope tomorrow will be a very chop2 day. so that can rush home study.
because we're only left with 2 half done props.

if i finish my IMM revision tmr i get to start on my Molecular Genetics revision early.

ok i must confess.
i havnt used my 2 weeks study break wisely.
slacker indeed.

anyways the money came in aredi rite.
so i am soooooooo excited for my 2 shoes. one's from ebay. the other is from the website.
Shady's getting it for me..
another belated birthday present hee!

oh ya
my REAL blood brother is getting married this sat and sun.
which is my mums birthday.
[lucky woman is spendin her birthday at Bali.. AHHH i wana follow!]
as i was typing, cant wait to go see hw handsome and gorgeous my brother and sister-in-law will look..i think my bro's mum will be introducing me to people..
well..yea.. i hope it'll be fun!

ok.. nothing else to type..
gona drink a lot of water.
eat a banana.
and go to sleep.
i'll probably dream of T-cells and B-cells and Mr AK drawing mind maps on the board.
the info in my dreams better be real man!
hahahaha

quick update.

2009-02-15T04:02:00.001-08:00

well quick update.
had a horrible PMS on fri.
please excuse me for those who witness that side of me that day.

it was all due to accumulated stress.
anyways.
ive just got my motivation.
faliq made a deal with me.

if i pass 4 modules =$50.
if i pass 5 and above =$15 each module.

yes i very money minded.
and money makes my world go round.
jeng.

ive just gotten my $500 winnings.

gona spend it this way.
$100 to mum for her bali trip.
$50 for brother's wedding gift.
$102+ on baby phat shoes.
$60 for perm and possibly dye.
remaining to be kept in bank till i really really need it.

valentines wasnt all romantic for me but baby surprised me with a red rose which i really really didnt expect to get since our meeting wasnt really planned because i had dance practice.

im sorry if im a horrible leader. please just appreciate the small things that i do.
im learning. we're all learning.

and i hope everything goes well.
bismillah kepada aku.

ok..

2009-02-06T00:47:00.000-08:00

ok..
ive aredi made my choice.

the 2 songs ive prepared is
1) thats what you get by paramore
2) zombie by cranberries

well...
these are the two songs im confident vocally..
now all i have to do is memorise the lyrics...
ahhhhhhhhhh

im so scared..

anyways darlings is draggin me to study tmr..
after they accompany me go for the review session.

sidetrack.
i hope people dont question my role as a leader for fangirls.
my job is to be in charge of spreadin the msg about practices, admin stuff
and such.
i can only do so little..
considering im quite responsible when given this job..
not that i want it..
if anyone thinks that they can do a better job than me, by all means,
take it. but people better not say im nt doing my job.
because i am.

thats all.

AHHH!!!

2009-02-02T04:31:00.000-08:00

AHH!
mediacorp called me again.. and they're askin me to do a review session
to see how i sound like live.. n if im really lucky i get the chance to perform in live n loaded!
that is if i dun screw up the bloody review session ar!

weeee!
i wana try out decode by paramore..
i duno if its too much..
i think it is..
but.. i'll have a backup plan..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

how to go to mediacorp caldecot road ar?

shit im screwed.

woohoo

2009-02-01T19:22:00.000-08:00

well finally some commitments are over..
well for now..

Chingay parade 2009 was a fab except for the pre parade which was so FRUSTRATING.
we definitely performed!
and thank god all the stunts were up woohoo!

anyway Funkamania finals was in conjunction wit chingay so guess wat!

3rd place went to fantastic remix!
WOOHOO!
great job guys!

top 2 spots were pink dollars and this popping grp..

they battled it out..
and according to mazroiie..
PECAH EH DORANG!

woohoo PINK DOLLARS WON FIRST!

congratulations u guys!
it was indeed a lucky and good day for all of us :)

there are tonnes of pics of chingay that i would like to post but im lazy and they're all on facebook..
sooo...
go check it out ayte..

exams are coming soon frm 16th -26th feb.. gotta study hard n bring up my gpa..

but sumhw i dun really have the motivation to..
COME ON SYAKIRA!
jiayoh!!

oh btw..no matter how hard it is to sing 'decode' im gona train myself to hee
woohoo!

let me tell u a story

2009-01-26T21:29:00.000-08:00

let me tell u a story about a guy who is indeed shallow.

he ended his blog saying there are some poor blokes out there who just plain shallow.
is he talking about himself?
did he look into the mirror and conclude that?
why delete ur tagbox shallow bloke?
is it because u dont want ur frens to see the ugly dark side that u have?

this poor shallow bloke..
wait.. he's anything but poor..
this fcktard shallow bloke.

has finally come to a realisation (AT THIS AGE)
that he doesnt noe hw to become a fren..
and realises that he doesnt have that many..
he doesnt exactly treat them fairly..
same goes to having a girlfren..
he sees the flaws in her boyfriend and replaces them..
so as to make her fall for him..

u see.. his life motto is that everything is a game..
just play it well..
so in other words, everyone that he noes or noes him is a game to be played or has been played.
all of you have been fooled..
you are all a game.
not the kind where u pass GO n collect $200.

the kind where ur thrown in the dustbin after use.
the disposable one..
where u have to throw away after use..

this fucktard is none other than wahyudin bin hassan.
i pity his family and "frens"

u may think ive gone too far to have put that as my status on facebook or
that ive gone too far to tag onto his tagboard.
but you are all mistaken mere lost fools.
its not enough.
this faggot shallow fool will stop at nothing till he gets another game..
till he finds another victim..
a vulnerable victim.
so i suggest you people watch out for
this fcker who is in nanyang polytechnic year 3 molecular biotechnology.

just see a soft fcker who looks like an ugly myanmar face when he's actually malay.

ok.. perhaps im mean at that part..
in other words.
just look for a faggot.

im not done here.
its over when i say its over.

2009-01-25T06:55:00.001-08:00

4 more days!

danceworks first prac n it was soooo tiring..
my whole body is aching all over..
then today was chingay practice..
urgh my neck was still hurting like hell..

now im setting up my exams study timetable..
need to bring up that ugly gpa..
haha
so that i can go AUSSIE FOR ATTACHMENT!!!!!!!!
WEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

well...not wee just yet..
thats all i have 4 this post..

gong xi fa cai to all u chinese out there
especially those who i KNOW dont wana go for their reunion dinner haha

lalalala...

2009-01-23T10:01:00.000-08:00

Its to make your life much easier.

which brand or item do you think this slogan should belong to?

sorry for the randomness but yea...
haiz gona be long week..
tmr havin danceworks meeting cum dance prac.
sun got chingay...
tues got project discussion..and DANCE.
FRI CHINGAY SHOW!

jeng...

anyway im somewhat addicted to this game
Art of Murder FBI confidential.

i must admit not everyone can play this game..
you must be extremely patient..
and must be able to crack puzzles and cases and what not..
in other words..this game is tough..
i even had to find game cheats for this game.. LOL

im am soooooooooooooooo counting down to 29th for my internet

5 MORE DAYS!

something to cool down the heat.

2009-01-21T10:35:00.000-08:00

my previous 2 posts have been very...
vicious and angry and bitchy and pretty much, P.I.S.S.E.D.

so im trying to lighten the environment a bit.. if thats what u call it..

lets start perhaps by talking about my current relationship with a man called
mohammad faliq rais.

the longest relationship ive ever had and ive never been too sure of a guy ever..
some people thought i'd never last long with whoever ive been with..
but hey i seem to have proved some of them wrong..
its too soon or ambitious to say but
id really like for me and faliq to last for a very long time..
till marriage..
till the next life..

if something stops this from happening then i guess its just how its suppose to be..
but ive never loved a guy this much..
or am in love with a guy this much..
no guy EVER has made me laugh sooooo hard for the longest time..
how can i not love him hehe.

k lah dah lah..

im sure u guys are disgusted by all this mushy stuff..
i love you faliq rais
and id really like u to update our blog PUHLEESE!

sidetrack.
im finishing up my molecular genetics and bioinformatics reports.
think i'll finish bioinfo later at school.
and i just HAD to drink that delicious cold coffee i saved up..
gosh.

its not dead man(or woman in my case) walking..
its just

'insomniac walking..'

whatever.

2009-01-20T13:08:00.000-08:00

erm ok you.
whatever ok.
thank you very much for using ALOT of vulgarities hah.
good for u u noe who i am so u can read this post if ur smart enough.

first thing i would say, i dont know who the hell u are.
2nd thing i would say, i dont know how long you've known ur dear fren, whether its longer or shorter than me.
3rd thing i would say, i don't know whether you've actually seen the state ur dear fren has been.
4th thing i would say, i don't know whether you know the story behind EVERYTHING. i REPEAT.EVERYTHING.
5th thing i would say, i didnt state my name BECAUSE of your dear fren, because if i did then people would know that he actually calls me n talks to me n lepaks with me when his own frens ban him to.
goes back to the 4th point.
6th thing i would say, ur lucky i said only THAT in that tag, because honestly, i wasnt finished.
7th thing i would say, i didnt finish what i wanted to say because i CARED.
8th thing i would say, i wouldnt have checked his blog if i DIDNT CARE.
9th thing i would say, i said what i said is because ur dear fren needs to WAKE UP. because he has been in this bloody state for FAR too long n if he wants to be happy in his life he has to WAKE UP.
10th thing i would say, the percentage of ur caring ass compared to me being caring towards your fren is definitely lesser especially in terms of mass and that i ACTUALLY have a heart and ur ASS doesnt.
11th thing i would say, if you have "read in between the lines" ( assuming ur as smart as me to do so), you would realise that i AM goin to leave ur fren alone even before u "order" me to do so..hah.
12th thing i would say, since im so caring towards ur fren, im doing him a favor by ending this saga to make his life wayyyyyyyy easier.
13th thing i would say, if its people's tagboards dear, no matter hw ANGRY u are,bite ur vulgarities, in fact swallow them because it aint ur blog. urgh.
14th thing i would say, fortunately for me, i can spam as many vulgarities i want because its MY blog. at least im civilised and CONSIDERATE for ur feelings that i dont type this with vulgarities.

to end this list, just shut up n go away aredi lah. ive aredi DONE things way before u barked ur orders at me so shoo.

am feeling VERY bitchy now.
not to mentioned pissed but not sure exactly to whom.
whether shud be pissed at the above person or pissed at her fren or just pissed at people in general for not entirely being ....lets see...is it understanding? or is it open minded? ahh...heck.
whatever it is, her fren has one lesser fren to think or care about. wouldnt it be great if like he just had amnesia n the only thing he cnt rmbr is ME!
woohoo!
im sure he wished that as well am i rite.

but just imagine, ur fren for quite a number of years, has actually placed u under a category of people who apparantly dont care. when actually u do care but certain circumstances dont allow u to be there at that very point of time to pick up a phone call. what to do right..some actions are not acknowledged and in fact invisible. and all they see are the bad things they blind themselves to believe.

if u dont understand just close the blog aredi lah.
as i quote from a certain fcktard myanmar face,
"click the cross on the top right hand corner"

:)

this is so ~~blair~~ talking.

urgh

2009-01-18T10:41:00.001-08:00

honestly ar..
i feel like giving u one bloody fuckin knock on the head to make u wake up ar.
stop being effing emo ok.
this is already too much aredi.
ur letting ur emo self get the better of u.
the more emo u get, u will nvr move on in life n this character will remain within u n u will never be happy.
so just stop it already.
if sumtin bad happens, take a breather, analyse,reflect n
just MOVE ON! learn from it!

urgh who am i to say all this am i RIGHT?

its a pain in the ass to wait for 29th jan so that the bloody person would come n activate the bloody wireless..
apparently we're goin all mio.

*in case ur wondering hw im online, i plugged in my mums hp n am able to connect to the net*

bloody reports.
bloody tests.
everything bloody.
bloody PMS even.

my mum is effing pissed with me because i couldnt make it for the livenloaded audition..
i mean like HELLOOOOOO
i havnt PREPARE!
u expect me to go there n embarrass myself??!!
plus its just a review session n i may NOT even get to be on the show so dont effing get ur hopes up.
URGH.

had chingay practice the other day..
effing tiring eventhou the steps was effing simple.
i tink im gona scold in this entire post..
thought that id be slightly free afer open hse n nyp has talent..
but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

here comes chingay.
then after chingay, DANCEWORKS.

my goodness...
danceworks is like the competition for secondary schools..
never really won anything in danceworks.
URGH.
in fact, i personally have never won a dance competition ever..
URGH!!!!!!!!

yea ppl i suck big time! woohoo!
i cnt dance i cnt sing! woohoo!

go fck urself lah!

yea i warned u aredi
bloody pms.
im still effing pissed at some ppl..
the same person who i was talkin abt in the first paragraph..
EFFING PISSED!!!!!!!!
EFF OFF.

u dont wana call me anymore fine with me. i dun care about u wat. i lazy to pick up ur fon wat.fucking watever lah. bloody stop being a overreacting drama mama emo drag ok! ur bloody overreacting. u noe wat.. lets end this saga of urs once n for all ar.. a favor to u.. u dun wana call me or talk to me anymore, FINE. let me make ur life easier. i aint gona talk to u anymore. goodbye.

~~so much for being a fren for u when apparently my "fren" aredi ditched me since he came to the assumption that i DIDNT FUCKING CARE.fcktard~~

~~im gona be effing deleting this post soon. dun fucking mess with me.~~

hello!

2009-01-12T21:46:00.000-08:00

sorry havnt been updating for a looooooonnnnnnngggg time..

home's wireless has been a bitch..
gona get the mio connection up on the 29th jan..

well anyway..
quick updates...

i just LOVE the date 09 jan 09

because that is my 9 mthsary with faliq.
the NYP has talent competition that i took part in on the 9th jan..
crowned a winner :)

yes yes i tink some of u have already found out..
i won the NYP has talent competition :)
not trying to be humble but..i really feel that i didnt do my best..
but hey.. the opportunity opened..
guess it was my luck.

and also the next day faliq won east side idol representative of bedok.
*eventhou he's from JURONG!*

yup so its 2 victories in 2 days :)

other than that..
chingay practices starting today..
gona go home later to change to dance wear.
wah long time nvr dance with fancrew...

ANYWAY!!!!

this portion is for a certain someone.
you have no idea how much i just wana beat the shit out of you.
you are effing lucky i havent bumped into u in school.
you say u go for peace blablabla.
BULLSHIT.
you say you will unleash the bad side of you no one has ever seen before..
bad side?
wat will u do to me faggot?
scratch me with ur nails?
or shoot me with ur bullshitting, poetry you cast onto girls to make them fall for u.
she may have been ur victim.
a game YOU played.
but your games will come to an end soon.
you can delete my tags all u want..
but hey u cnt delete my posts.
just wait for the day i post about u k.
hope u enjoy.
then u can laugh ALL you want
since u claim that nothing can hurt u.
apparently pain is funny to u.
what a fckin weirdo.
i heard u started the new year alone.
with both your victims leaving u for the one they truly love.
apparently u were THEIR game.
the game they played.
the game they finally found BORING.
especially a weak faggot like u.
wow FAGGOT! you GOT SERVED!!!!!!!!!!
well lets see if u can try ignore me lah k..
lets see hw long u can tahan..
yea perhaps i wont tag animore..
but i'll have fun here OK :)

btw dont u FUCKING DARE talk to my FRIEND about the past.
its FUCKING DISGUSTING.
so what if u noe little things that others dont know about her..
dont u FUCKING bring up such personal topics during ur conversation with her.
YOU'RE FUCKING LUCKY u can still TALK to her u fcker.
i'l make sure u lose ur fcking balls.
and dick.
and that peabrain u have there.
a pathetic excuse for a man.

wait.

what man?

harlow!

2009-01-03T02:40:00.000-08:00

well im stuck here behind the scape building stealing a bit of their
electricity to charge my aredi flat laptop battery..
thank god there's gd wireless connectivity here or else i'd be stuck here ALONE.
in case ur wondering wtf im doin here..

fancrew has a pre-chingay meeting at 6pm..
but UNFORTUNATELY its been pushed back to 7.30pm
GGRRRR
n so im stuck here HUNGRY n ALONE..

but hey! thank god for the laptop hehe
got my belated birthday present from faz..
nike high cuts yall..
thank you hee.

anyway i will still wana search for a dope pair..
probably from subra ooohh..

anyway before this had a group project discussion with zheng da n sarah..
suppose to shiok shiok sleep till 12 but i had to set my alarm clock to 10am
so that i can actually wake up to see if sarah low got set a time to meet..
because rite..
this nene..

she fell asleep in frnt of her laptop with the lights n laptop on..
n ppl were tryin to talk to her..
n they had no idea they were talkin to a dead rhino..
lol..

badak sembu! hehehe

yea anyway
talk about new years eve..

had a WHOLE lot of fun at sakura international buffet at admiralty park..
had a lot of fun bcz we were laughin like crazy n the topic of laughter as usual was
SARAH low hong hui :)

n faliq definitely had fun bullyin her lah

LOL

well we were all pregnant ladies n gentlemen wen we left sakura..
headed to buona vista picked up syafiq..
suppose to head to eskibar but turns out they moved or closed down so we decided to head to the cathay n watch 'bedtime stories'..

and we didnt get to see no fireworks no countdown no nothing because at
12 midnite we were in the cinema haha..

well it was a great night tink i laughed too much i got back my pacs haha

well the rest are here aredi so i'll update later...
or soon...

btw.. i get to dance punking for nyp open house!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

happy new year!

2008-12-30T08:54:00.000-08:00

well i would like to start by putting up my new year's resolutions.
JENG!

1) stay united and bonded with DarlingS.
2) DONT BE LATE FOR ANYTHING.
3) bloody fcking study hard & smart.
4) DONT procrastinate.
5) BE RESPONSIBLE.
6) get a new hairstyle.
7) Improve as a dancer, singer & actress.
8) be a great faithful loyal everloving gf hee :)
9) Improve as a person.
10) Be a better daughter.

ok i guess these are the do-able resolutions..
i hope.. xcept the late part.. hurhur..

anyway mon had remedial..
had a few laughs here n there..
had a better understanding of molecular genetics.
went for dance where i finally get to choreo sumtin for nyp has talent.
yes im in the top 8. n im gona be singing n dancing hee :)
today had lecture wich i was late for..
the lecturer seems so uncertain of what she's teaching..
anyway i was wearing rather nice today
because gona watch malay cultural group production with laksa CREW!
yup support rya,mim, afiq, shahrul and all those who i noe there lol.
it was definitely entertaining especially with the noisy rowdy malay guys at the back making absolutely funny comments u just HAVE to laugh..

ps. i very suey that i got a fever, sorethroat and a migrane today :(
not enuf water :(

well tmr is the last day of 2008..
wow...everything passed so fast..
it was a year filled with a lot of happiness and laughter
with a bit of sadness and anger in between..
i look forward for 2009.

hee tmr we have bioinfo prac n after that...
BUFFET BEBEH! at admiralty park's sakura int.
then after that go sum pub duno where they wana go..
clueless..
then it'll be happy new year!

well im feeling extremely hot nw so i SOOOOOO need to rest
WEEEE. nitez!

crazy girl.

2008-12-27T22:15:00.000-08:00

HALO!!!

ok...i forgot to post about sumtin..
which was..

SHOPPING WITH MUMMY!
she got us $100 voucher each at john little..
n i was oogling at the pierre cardin bras n undies!!
im am fully equipped with pierre cardin lingerie people!
LOL.

lets see..
i bought..
4 bras.
3 undies.
my loreal studio curl hair mousse[ FINALLY!!!!!!]
maybelline mascara.
facial masks.

well apparantly the facial masks were a last minute thing cz we wanted to finish up all the $200.

then went to banquet to eat with her while watching the movie trailers at czway cathay..
we were both oogling over
KEANU REEVES!

well i had to go off to sch for dance so me n mum left towards that direction..
she wanted to check out amk hub..

n wen i came home....
my mum bought the best thing ever...
this is between us actually....
she bought..

JEWEL IN THE PALACE!
DA CHANG JIN!

whole set of dvds! woohoo!
so if u see me online till 5am,
then u noe wat im doin lah..
watchin that!

hee.

well today there are a lot of things i intend to do..but its just a matter of whether i actually do it.

-send hp & charger for repair
[hp keypads getting stuck. charger spoiled.]

-do labreports,tutorials and assignments!
[8 in total]
[stop procrastinating u dumhead]

well other than that i got nutin else..guess ive got a boring day ahead..
but i have this feeling i'll be stayin home all day..
HAIZ.

ciao chinchow

merry xmas

2008-12-26T21:01:00.000-08:00

HEY YALL!
MERRY X'MAS to the christians!

well darlings had a GREAT dinner with GREAT laughter..
in fact it was a celebration!
not only to celebrate xmas ..
it was to celebrate the fact that our dearest darling regina lee ching hua
has finally dumped that asshole of a bf..
that retarded myanmar fckface is FINALLY out of her love life!
YESSAH!!!!!!!!!!

n yes u retard, ur a fcking dumb asshole who doesn't know hw to treat a gf properly..
u and that fling of urs shud go get married..
perfect matchmade in heaven.

where was i?
oh ya A GREAT DINNER WITHOUT THAT ASSHOLE IN OUR LIVES.

hee.
we ate at madjack's cafe..
turns out qim works there :)

it was suppose to be a long sleeve n scarf occasion

but look who's not wearin long sleeve -_-

apparently ally's long sleeve is her jeans -_-

our doctor juices ( and one coke zero)

and our LONG receipt!

gina's spagetti

my beef lasagne

and my

Grilled Rib-Eye Beef Steak with Black Pepper Sauce :)

hungry & waiting.

gina's tiraMADsu

tink this was xiuyi's oreo cake

sarah's berrywild cheesecake

ally's crazy Su

AND MY MAD & RICH CAKE WITH ICE CREAM!

aphrodiziac INDEED!

SEE! turned on aredi lol

presents darlings exchanged among ourselves haha

a great dinner with All of darlings :)

present exchanging ceremony!

xchanged mine with xy!

i got a key n peace pendant! woohoo!

i loike!

gave xy a bodyshop gift :)

sarah exchangin with very de shuai rykiel

gina xchangin with ally!

ally also gave body shop!

luckily it was different haha

while the rest of darlings went to the toilet..

me n sarah camwhored!

DARLINGS!

YOU ALL DUNO WHAT SARAH DO RITE WHEN U ALL GO TOILET!

I SHALL END THIS POST WITH THIS PICTURE.

HOPE U ALL ENJOY! :)

I PRESENT TO YOU!

THE LAUGHTER!

THE MEDICINE TO OUR SICKNESS!

THE GIRL WHO MAKES US LAUGH TILL WE ALMOST SHIT IN OUR PANTS!

THE BLUR GIRL WHO COMBINES THANK & YOU TO FORM

"TYHANKS"

THE 'I DUNO!!!' GIRL

THE BEST THING WE COULD EVER ASK FOR!

A SIT-DOWN COMEDIAN :)

SARAH RANDOM LOW HONG HUI!

DA DA DA DANG!

"quoted from her"

HEE :D

andy&weave

2008-12-24T10:34:00.000-08:00

hey girls!
if you feel like ur stuck with ur current hairdo..
n u need to style it for some D&D or sum party or
for a special occasion..and u feel u dun want to do sumtin permanent..

ANDY& WEAVE is JUST for u!

check them out!
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http://andyandweave.multiply.com

GO SEE GO SEE!

good morning!

2008-12-23T19:58:00.000-08:00

Good morning u munchkins.
here i am updatin my blog with a bowl of spagetti in frnt of me..
compliments to mum for makin GREAT spagetti..

im meeting darlings later at novena starbucks to do our project..
where later im meetin faliq go SHOPPING!
then head on to school for dance..
learning this choreo "circus"
n i have still yet to complete my choreo..
we've got performances coming up..
open house..
prison performance..
and of course dancworks..
well i wont be under FB..
its my juniors time..
i'll be under fancrew..
weee..

anyways here's the pictures i left out..

this was during ORION rehearsal..
its a lovely photo except i wish i was
wearing sumtin BETTER than that!

tink this was BROWN's camera..i have no idea really..

me and Ada :)

the lyrical people! "GET EDUCATED!"

me n Ada again except im in my character outfit..
and make up..

the lyrical people..

the emo people..

gosh i love this bunch of ppl..

will truly miss EVERYONE.

updates!

2008-12-22T06:25:00.000-08:00

well this post is rather HEAVY with pictures..
gona start with DarlingS outing to Clinic.
let the pictures do the talking.

FYI. my virgin magarita had 0% of alcohol.
so shut ur assuming traps :D

FB PRODUCTION!
The whole concert was a success.
it was indeed dope!
first day opening dance when i came out,
my mum was already screaming crazy with her hands in the air haha
it was crazy n fun.
wanna thank all those who came down to support..
truly appreciate it..
thank you aida, zelia,daphne and germaine for the flowers :)
thank you rya and sabri for the chocolates :)
thank you shady! for coming to both days..ur happy u did rite!
thank you mum,faliq,darlings,haiqal, stage arters, benjy,faz,harry, ash, afiq for your presence..
and everyone else who came n enjoyed! :)

for those who didnt attend the 2nd day of production,
the dancers of the lyrical segment were actually in tears WHILE dancing
that item..
before the production started, our director, jin wen, gave us a few touching words..
which made quite a few of us tear up..
[especially ME :( ]
he dedicated the lyrics to the songs in the lyrical item to everyone involved in production..
wah we all were crying so bad while dancing..
i was indeed an emotional moment in dance EVER!

will get the pictures soon when facebook aint being such a bitch.

the week after production..
i helped my aunty out at her workshop at east coast for parents with autistic kids.
these workshops teach parents exercises to do onto their kids so as to improve them.
i had to sing for this gorgeous girl, Anaya, who is from Birmingham Britain..
her mother was gorgeous n i LOVED her accent.. haha
burned some cds..played games..
my aunt treated me n my cuzzins to night safari and a cup of ben & jerry's icecream.

met up with amirah n yani ate at seoul garden on wed.
watched 'the day the earth stood still' ..had a great time n a great laugh..
didnt really camwhored much haha..

haiqal's bdae!
darlings n i blanja-ed him the whole day of movie n dinner..
unfortunately didnt blanja his lunch..
we watched angus, thongs and perfect snogging..
n the guys.. were ABSOLUTELY HAWT!!!!
aaron johnson is a sex god! (according to the movie)
u shud soooooo watch the movie..
btw its a british chick flick/lit so if u GUYS aint interested dont bother :)

LAKSA CREW!
gerls came over to my place to cook pasta n have movie marathons.
well only till 4pm that is..
we watched 'Mirrors' and 'Stay Alive'..
me n idah watched 'Its a boy girl thing' after hanisah & shaqilah left..

n thanks A LOT for snapping a pic of me SLEEPING!

enjoyed it a lot just by staying home..except for u guys ar..
haha..n didnt need to spend any money at all..
maybe except for u guys ar.. hahaha

NEXT TIME NORA U BETTER WAKE UP EARLY!

2008-12-11T10:20:00.000-08:00

Foreign Bodies Dance Production.
12th & 13th Dec 2008.
FRI & SAT respectively.
7.30pm.
doors open at 7pm.
NYP auditorium.
Door sales at $10 per ticket.

please be early to buy your tickets before they run out.

for those who ordered from me.
just mention my name at the booth.
cnfirm a few details like your name and hp number.
and ENJOY THE SHOW :)

Euphoria.

2008-12-05T09:57:00.000-08:00

Today started as a sleepy stressful day..
went for protein tech.. like FINALLY..
ate mac with darlings where i had to walk back n forth repeatedly
bcz i kept forgetting things or i went to buy stuff or had to collect money for FB tickets..
i then went off to ORION rehearsal..
at the time i got i rushed to auditorium to test out the stage..
when i came back...
wah very nervous bcz the hrs were counting down to minutes and then to seconds..

but i would have never expected the unexpected to happen..
which was this..

i was so estatic!

never in my life have i won sumthing..

EVER!

since telok kurau idol..

ORION last year..

then FINALLY!

ORION 2008..

the results that i never expected..

i never expected to be top4..

top 3..

then TOP 2!!!

aaahhhhhhh

i was like 'shit shit shit shit omg omg omg omg gom shit shit shit'

my heart was beating so fast!!!

anyway let me keep this short..

i wana thank all those who came down to support..

my mum ,aunties n DARLINGS( i love u guys)

faliq darling especially for makin DARLINGS laugh..

the contestants for being a fun bunch..

Eunice darling..for being such a darling n my heat generator when i was freezing..

n those who sent ur smses n greetings..

THANK YOU!!!

I LOVE U ALL!!!

hee :D

emo.

2008-12-02T09:10:00.000-08:00

Did life have to be this tough
Or did it just have to be a pain in the ass

You cant do much about it
Or even change it
U just have to suck it up and go thru with it

Sometimes things go your way
Till something happens and
It all goes downhill and you just
Lose everything you ever had
Lose almost everything u aimed to achieve

Life just has to ruin you when your high up
Or just ruin u to make ur aredi
Very screwed life
Even more screwed

Must this go this way? cant it be like before?
Even if there were obstacles, cant it be as before?

Originally life was good just the way it is
Rough wasnt really a word in the dictionary

Nothing really got in the way..
Or was it just planned all along just waiting for it
To happen, just waiting for the perfect moment

Anyway life sucks.
Never has this been the worse time in my entire life
You may think syak ur exaggerating
Maybe i am..so wat!
Ok fine.
REALLY! life has nothing better to do
Especially ruining my life.

thanx a lot.

smart people read in between the lines.
i know ur smart.
but will u answer me?

urgh.

2008-12-01T04:51:00.000-08:00

missed my first 2 lessons today. urgh.
went to sch for our tutorial.
got pissed to see this really ugly myanmar face ASSHOLE aka JERK aka FUCKED UP FUCKER.
btw u shud know who u are.
this isnt over.
it may be ok between u two but its not ok with us.
it will never be.
this semester for u will be a living hell.
get prepared for it.

its OVER when i say its OVER.

went to sakura international buffet at yck stadium instead of admiralty park
because of myanmar face.
i lost my appetite because another SOMETHING.
but thank god i didnt waste my $21.40 n just stuffed myself in anger.
im lucky to have darlings around.
you guys definitely made my day.
made my semester.
made my poly life a great time.
i hope i did the same for u.

urgh my day is goin to end horribly.

SETRESS!!

2008-11-27T10:19:00.000-08:00

not STRESS but SETRESS!
haha

gona be dancing A LOT this whole few weeks because production's around the corner..

this week:
wed at O SCH 7-11pm
thurs at nyp 7.30-11pm
fri at nyp 7.30-11pm
sat at O sch 10-2pm
at nyp 3-6pm
at O sch 8-11pm

OMG!!

n finally my sunday is free!!
but i'll be practicing for ORION..
haiz..

anybody wants to see me sing horribly n cheer me on as i embarress myself in front of at least more then 50 ppl n 3 of which are proffessional singers judging me as i screw myself?

ive got 5 free tickets if u're interested :D

sumore common tests are around the corner also!!!
argh!!!
common test week is the same week as PRODUCTION!!
ahhhh!!!

bismillah kepada aku.

btw.
GO ORDER UR TICKETS NOW!!!

http://fbproduction.wordpress.com

GO NOW!!!!!!!

FOREIGN BODIES DANCE PRODUCTION

2008-11-20T06:04:00.000-08:00

FOREIGN BODIES is having a dance production
on the 12TH & 13TH DECEMBER 2008
at NANYANG POLYTECHNIC,AUDITORIUM
FREE SEATING, 7.30PM on both days
tickets are selling at $10.

get more information from

www.fbproduction.wordpress.com

you can order from me if you want,
please do email me at asyakirah@hotmail.com

state you're name, which day u'll be attending.
further details will be discussed personally later on.

CHECK THIS PRODUCTION OUT AND BUY THE TICKETS!!!

2008-11-20T05:34:00.000-08:00

HALO!!!

above is NYP'S lunchtime performance..
this is the song order:

-bounce
-roll it gal
-freakshow
-take a bow
-bboy
-locking

yup yup im in take a bow!!
im wearing WHITE PANTS N BLACK TOP GO SEE GO SEE!!

n whoever it was who shouted "GO SYAKIRA!"
I LOVE YOU!! hahahahahaha

tink it was eunice.. ala syg u noe i love u rite hee

well anyway TODAY n TOMORROW( FRI)
we had n will be having a roadshow at NYP's macdonalds canteen
to promote our upcoming production..

so i performed 'that boy' with LAKSA crew & beverly.
btw im the only one in black hee : D
i definitely made a lot of mistakes which are visible in this video but i managed to gain it back hee

hope u'll be seduced hee :D.

tmr will be performing disturbia and that boy again.

SEE YOU THERE!

2008-11-19T08:05:00.001-08:00

haiz..

2008-11-13T18:27:00.000-08:00

my heart is beating kinda weirdly recently..
im out of breath so easily...
and i dont even smoke...

ysterday was one of the most worrying days of my entire life..
luckily todays friday man..
if it was another school day, i'd be too tired to even wake up..
stayed up all night doing drosophila & medical micro report..
and also worrying about my baby..

something happened..
which i will not enclose the details..
gina was actually online to worry with me..
i was worried about where u are..
whether u were ok..
i couldnt think straight to finish my report..
i kept thinking if i was there, this wouldnt have happened..
if only i was there, at least to go through this with you..

i have lecture at 8am.
which means i have to wake up at 6..
i slept at 5am just to get a little nap..
and even so, i havnt even finished drosophila..
i was worrying as to why u havnt replied me..
have u gone back to camp..
i keep checkin the time thinking that if its 5am he'd probably be back at camp, he'll msg me..
but u didnt..

i tried to be there for u..
but i guess that wasnt enough..
baby, im sorry...

i'll love you till the end...
no matter what..

oh and by the way..
i got thru to ORION finals..
i hope you'll still be with me till then..

2008-11-11T08:12:00.000-08:00

hello people.
just a quick update.

halloween night didnt go SBM blk..

didnt go night safari..

didnt go anywhere else except

Stage Arts Halloween Night :D

let the pics tell u what happened..

anyway wanted to dress ask fatimah rockerz

but have time so i just became britney's backup dancer haha

n my other role - vampire. :D

me with french fry :D

joker, our host of the day.

britney amin spears on the right..

and... madonna??

oooooookkkk...

this is just wrong.

britney's boobies are all fake and madonna n joker knew abt it ALL ALONG!

DAMN!

btw...

she stuffs with tissue...

EEEWWW.

this was when britney was in high school n all innocent..

NOT!

ok.........

think people wanted to find out the boobie fact on their own..

vampire & devil..

oooohhhweeee

sneak peak of britney's "debut"

anyways..

on one of those days..

which i forgot which day..

DarlingS went to naked fish shoppe

except ally..

and dont ask if the fish were NAKED!!

GRRR...

anyway during practical, we had this experiment where we had to observed this worm like bacteria or creature or substance!!

it was still moving when we were checkin it out in the microscope!

cool...

one of those other days..

there was a blood donation drive at nyp held annually..

well i didnt donate of course!

come on man..

i dun have enough blood for myself!

btw im AB+ hee

yea so ally n rykiel donated..

then they got milo n bananas free..

guess wat ally/rykiel did to this banana..

wat did they draw on the banana?

want an upclose picture?

tilt your head a bit n check out her BANANA CELLPHONE!!

well on the 9th of nov was SyaFaliQ's 7th monthsary!!

met up with syeera to check our Freekzy's dance performance at costa sands resort.

then we headed to serangoon to eat n we just jalan-ed like a happy couple with no worries :D

anyway on mon..

Darlings after sch ended at 2pm

we headed to raffle's city to have ben n jerrys to celebrate the november babies..

Gina was sooooooooooo tired that she slept during most of the MRT rides..

on the way to raffle's city.

us being very crappy.

Gina's the one with the hair down.

hair down in all the pictures!

totally playing arnd

hahahaha she will so kill me..

wait.

i rmbr she was ok with this haha

now abt today.

wore makeup today but turned out only rykiel n i wore make up -_-

did the interior skin of my laptop.. NICE!

crapped with darlings as usual

"SUCK IT!!"

haha..

then met up with faliq at amk..

im sorry i was late baby..

got my new number..

ppl who need my number for impt purposes pls ask me for it..

then went back to sch..

after that onwards..

was rather suey..

after i finished my business in the toilet..

and obviously FLUSHED.

wanted to change to dance attire

then my shirt fell in the toilet bowl!!

URGH..

so i dried it at the hand dryer..

so after i wore the shirt..

MY BRA STRAP SNAPPED.

n its unfixable!!

URGH..

then i cudnt dance n wat not

faliq picked me up..

changed bra n went to eat with him..

thats abt it GD NITEZ FOLKS.

UPDATES.

2008-10-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

let me start with a quick update of what has been happening..
sorry for the period of dead silence :D
N BTW ! if u find that the pics are too small, just click on it for better viewing..
for enlargement as well ahem ahem

26th sept

went to geylang serai to bring darlings around..
to let them feel the hari raya mood..
where everybody's at geylang to buy stuff n clothes..
gina fell in love with the kebayas n the songkets there..

27th sept

was code:Edge dance competition auditions which we did
not get thru to finals..
had fun thou..
in the earlier post i said was my unlucky day rite..
that was this day..
not only didnt we get thru finals..
but my $100 was lost or stolen..
n that was to buy my bau raya seh..
HAIZ.

29th sept

we slept over at gina's place n had loads of laughter
kept eating snacks..
"nagged" at xy after coming home late..
wah sounded like mummy n big sis rite hahah
we met up with sarah later in the morning for breakfast..

5th Oct

well went window shopping with darlings at vivo
xy bought her hard disk.
i bought my calculator like FINALLY!

6th oct

darlings had a SENTOSA OUTING! wee

we played games with hotdogs..
passing them arnd mouth to mouth hahaha
played in the sand burrying me n sarah
me n sarah played with the waves while gina n xy talked up on the dryland..
tsk tsk!

8th oct

had photoshoot with idah & syaqilah..
these are some of the shoots..
all of them are found on facebook..
well i only put the nice ones here HURHUR

respect the streets yall

the angels. you dont mess with us.

mcm advertising ice mountain gitu..
oh u dont know its ice mountain?
NOW u know! good model huh haha

seducing u bebeh..
alermak..
idah kacau ar..

2nd location: Malay Heritage Center
2nd set of clothes.

everyone's all sweet n stuff..

one of my ultimate favourites..

this picture like very bimbo like that haha

my favourite seductive with the pole pose hehe

me n my pole HURHUR

the unglam candid moments :D

feeling inspirational gitu hah!

didnt expect being involved in a photoshoot could
seriously drain me of my energy..
was soo tired after all that..
but i still had enough energy to head down to amk hub 'NEBO' to have dinner
with darlings..
faliq came along as well..
we laughed our heads off but our night ended rather intense
shall not disclose the details..
niwaes loved the dinner darlings!

10th Oct

SCL had a MINDS carnival..
each of us were assigned a client n we had to
bring the client around the sports hall..
at each booth to play the games n win prizes
my client was kah lai..
this very hyped up girl...
somewhat like me haha
can u believe it?!

these MINDS clients got boyfriend girlfriend one.. hah!
i playfully scolded one of them for taking my stuff..
then the girl said to me
"dont scold my husband."
which such a fierce firm tone that i was so scared!
hahaha

anyway the guy that i scolded kinda likes me ahha
call me sayang n all that..
asked me to call him on his hp..
LOL

oh yea there was one cute one..
seriously looks like a normal human being..
u could NEVER tell he had any defects..
he even noes hw to play the guitar man..

well i only have 3 pics of MINDS so will upload soon..

12th Oct

well Fancrew had jalan raya! suppose to just go abg's hse then after that join faliq n freekzy n rsc go jalan raya..
but faliq said there were soooooo many ppl...
so eventually it became my call..
n eventually i ended up spending my raya outing with fancrew..
pictures will also be uploaded later..
most of the pics from renni's cam are on this website..

http://fntstccrw.blogspot.com/

entah macam mane eh..
sampai karaoke kat rumah renni malam2 buta haha

16th Oct

well sch started..
n we had a longgggg break so we decided to head to sarah's
n watch 4BIA dvd hurhur..
the picture damn clear...
BUT..
the subtitles gone case haha
we had pizza as well..
there was this one part..
where the movie had started..
n we were all in the 'gona get scared n scream' mood..
haha then suddenly sarah's dog charged at me..
so i jerked n screamed lah..
n me screaming, caused ally n xiuyi to scream..
HAHAHA
the funny part was that i scared xiuyi till her pizza flew from her right hand
n landed on the left haha..

that wasnt the only time haha..
the other time was the drink spilled hahaha damn suey!

18th Oct

well since it was hari raya..
Darlings.. or part of darlings..
wanted to experience jalan raya.. bcz all these years they've seen
malay families go out with their costume.. so they wanted to try it out as well..
first house was Haiqal's..
gina n sarah said it was very fun n could sense the family warmth..

with Haiqal's sister, Puteri :D

oh yea we bugged haiqal to join us go to syafiq's place..
anywaes since these 2 boys havnt seen each other in a while..
why not rite?

2nd house was Syafiq's place..
where rykiel met up with us..
we were watchin cartoon network n wat not haha
well we bugged syafiq to go too! haha
plus its sumwat the last house wat..
Hamizah's house..

on the way there..
gosh sarah was damn...
im sorry sarah..
bimbo.

can u believe this girl?!
she was lookin thru the pics in haiqal's cam..
when suddenly music started playing out loud..
the looked at the cam in a weird way
n suddenly put the camera to her ears to hear whether the music
is coming from the cam =____=

n guess wat..
the music was actually from syafiq's hp..
n he was standin in frnt of her.. my goodness sarah...

wats worse is that..
we had to take the purple line..
means we dropped at cck int..
since they were 6 of us..
5 of us (excludin sarah)
were figuring out with lrt route should we take to hamizah's hse..
was it route A or B or wat not..
then after we all decided..
n wanted to move to the platform...
SARAH, barged into the grp n said

'eh where's choa chu kang?'
=____=

well nt only that..
when we were on the lrt..
n when we were at bukit panjang stop..
she said ' eh! why we come back here again?'
=_________=

sarah sarah ...

man our feet hurt man!
the INFAMOUS sarah low!

syafiq & rykiel :D

act cute haiqal.. n sarah n me sleepin on each other;s shoulder..

more pic updates..

TILL THEN!!
will update soon!
BYE!

unlucky day

2008-09-27T14:03:00.000-07:00

ive had the most unlucky day of my life.
will update.
as soon as im free.

on a happier note,
im getting my coloured contacts later.

oh god...

thank you for those who were there for me..

i really needed all your support.
im grateful to have REAL friends like you all.

2008-09-23T09:50:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tag you is? :
- NorAzura

2. Your relationship with him/her is? :
- my s** education student HAH! LAKSA crew.

3. Your five impressions of him/her? :
- SUPER innocent.GILER.beautiful. FUNNY. newly turned HORNY! hah

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? :
- enjoy train rides filled with s** education lessons :D

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you? :
- erectile dysfunction ape ar? hah

6.If he/she become your lover, you will? :
- LOVER OR WHAT! Well, we'd probably have ALOT of s** education lessons ar..

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? :
- she musnt be geli!!! isolation MAUT DOK!

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will? :
- tarik tu extension!

9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be? :
- she went to do hair extension!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is? :
- make her laugh till she blue black.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is? :
- innocent but when given knowledge..she goes WILD.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? :
- erm.. bored?..turned on? i duno!

13. The characters you love of yourself are? :
- CRAZY! yet sweet at the same time :D [ im nt gona hear any objections, YOU HEAR!]

14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are? :
- the fact that if people look down or critisize me badly, i tend to give up instead of being stronger.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is? :
- i'd be lying if i said myself.. hah.. cheng xiao shi :D

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them? :
- Thanks for being in my life :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blogs only.

1. Regina
2.Sarah
3.xiuyi
4.Azy
5.Amirah
6.Ahmad hakim
7.Hanisah( u die! must do 2 tags)
8.idah( u also die!)
9. Shaqilah(u got blog meh?)
10. Benjy

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? :
- hah! accordin to him he's single.. but he's hard to believe hah.

19.Is no.9 a male or female?
-A female.

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? :
-erm..hanisah & benjy? haha 2 dancers! whats nt good abt it?

21. What is no.2 studying about? :
- Molecular Biotechnology.. my classmate mah ;D

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? :
- like just now! to meet up later!

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? :
-RnB? YEA YEA.*like real*2

4. Does no.1 have any siblings? :
-Yeap. a younger bro & sis.

25. Will you woo no.3? :
-hee she definitely against lesbianism.. so she'd probably reject me if i did! hah

26. How about no.7? :
-cnfirm FUN! hahaha but of course BROWN would squash me.

27. Is no.4 single? :
-haha i TINK so..

28. What is the surname of no.5? :
-Mohamad NASIR!

29.What’s the hobby of no.10? :
-dance like NOBODY'S BUSINESS!

hee

today..

2008-09-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

HARLOW.

b4 i start off this post..
let me just say..
u can click on the photos u noe..
if you think its too small..
they're clickable..
hee :)

ANYWAY!!

had a tiring morning..
where i overslept n was obviously late for drama..
n later where i had FB mass dance..
the choreo is niceeeeeeeeee
went home to rest especially my very d
sensitive face..

went to meet faliq for buka at jurong east
to have PIZZA HUT!!

at first we tried being normal n decent..

but face it.
we were hungry nenes.
and when we're hungry nenes.
we DONT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!

wana be feminine konon!

AMIK KAU!

well it takes one to know one..
like i said..
we didnt care...

well pizza hut did prove its point..
its definitely stringy cheese..

and there it goes!! AAAMMMM!!

looking at this picture reminds me of a joke..

this bimbo went to the supermarket for orange juice..
[ IM NOT THE BIMBO AR!]
[HIAKDISH!]

so when she finally found it..
she just STARED at it..
with total focus..
not even blinking her eyes..

why?

BECAUSE...

the box said..

100% CONCENTRATION!

GET IT??

ok ok fine..
this was sumone else's joke by the way..

anyway here were the other decent photos..

of food...

and also we had
BALLS..

*eyebrows go up n down*
*cheeky perverted face look*

what u all thinking dirty??!!
especially u sarah LOW.

MEATBALLS lah!!
apa lah dey!

these BALLS were quite huge..

HAH!!
THAT SOUNDED SO WRONG!!

oooh balls...
huge balls..
oooh...

SYAKIRA.

SHUDDUP.

love, kyra.

hee.

HALO!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-19T10:30:00.000-07:00

song playing : Candy Coated Sugar SEXXXX

i havnt update for so long rite?
rite? rite? rite??????

HAH!

ok.. this is in chronological order.

that day..
cnt rmbr which day..
darlings went to BUKE together2
at pizzahut where i got nagged by sarah
for not booking seats
WHICH we got VERY fast..
but heck.

i swear i could eat 2 whole big pieces of these..

see the highlighter streak of hair on the left?
yup! thats my extension HAH!
random rite?

skinny girl want more FOOD!
lol!

i swear these can be the most
disturbing images you've ever
seen..

you'd have to think twice abt
eating pizza..
SORRY SARAH!
joking only hee!
we still love you!

once again it was one of those days
i still cant rmbr which day..
Ally had to head back to Taiwan
so we sent her off..
Darlings ate Ya Kun Kaya toast
in frnt of me while i suffered of hunger..
walked arnd like aimless ppl
and after all that..
we only took ONE photo.
-_-
so much for the intention of camwhoring..
and of all those nice 2 or 3 megapixel cameras they had..
we used mine -_-

note: this was taken in a rush
in frnt of the departure gate
HAH!

well after we sent her off..
we headed to town for a bit of window shopping..
n suddenly EVERYONE wanted to get hair extensions
HAH!

well lets do the before n after of my hair history..
sory lah no pictures.

BEFORE:
2 blond permed extensions on the right
2 blond thinner permed extensions on the left
2 red straight extension on the frinch
(clip extentions)

AFTER:
the same 2 blond permed extensions on the right
2 new blond (thin as well) permed extensions on the left
2 striking colours (purple & red) on the frinch
(braiding method)

no difference rite? hah!
i tell u got difference ONE!

i was DYING to take out the clip extensions
because they were entangled BADLY
so the poor lady had to take it out n straighten
out my BADLY ENTANGLED hair..
n my fav 2 perms were braided back on at the same spot hehe

well everybody did it..
sarah's : purple+white , light brown
regina's: purple+red, maroon+red
xiuyi's: light brown

if rykiel was there..
her head would be filled with striking colours..

anyways!

MOVING ON!

ysterday the "lecture mates"
went to buke puase at simpang bedok..

I DUN WANA EAT THERE ANYMORE!

the food was masin(salty)..
the drinks were manis(sweet)..
thank god i ordered 100+
practically everyone didnt finish their food
except for a few
(ME! :D )

we were VERY lucky that the laughter
made up for the horrible food..
kan kan KAN!

anyways the ppl u see in the pictures
were the ppl who were there..

the Rahmat sisters..
Syakira Rahmat,
Huda Rahmat,
Roslinah Rahmat.
we would have added a male addition
but my "brother"
Shakir Rahmat
couldnt make it..

& the remaining..

fayyadz,
sadiq,
irfaan
dayana,
fi.

well after we ate..
we seperated at the MRT where
the few of us decided to take the risk
of coming home late
to watch Mirrors at 9.25pm

WAH!

I tell u ar..
there was this PERSON..
screaming thruout the movie..
even before it started.
i wont say who ar..
but seriously is damn cute lah wen scared..
i wont say who lah.. hehe
it kinda seems obvious. HAH.

anyway the movie is good
if u wana a good scare..
a lot of sudden scenes where things pop up..
and quite gory too..

credits to huda for the pics!

NOW! abt TODAY!

woke up rather early because a YOUSWOP
customer came by to collect the
mini washing machine..

YES u read correctly..
MINI WASHING MACHINE.

slacked like shit after that..
fell asleep with my laptop on my lap..
then left to meet a buyer to collect
my make up brushes!
yes yes online shopping..

n NAQIB!
this was a purchase 3 weeks ago!
it wasnt recent OK!
hiakdish!

went to dance..
buke with Big Mac..
That was the first time ever
i ate Big Mac HAH!

had Lyrical..
where i seriously recapped my steps..
bcz i honestly forgot about it..

random thing:
duno why..i absorb n learn FB's
choreo faster than Fancrew's choreo..
if only i could do both at the same speed..
URGH

anyway Jin Wen said that FB is gona have a photoshoot
WEEEEEEEEEEE
im damn excited about it
eventhou its gona swallow a lot of my money..
DAMN im gona have to save up..
anyways.. i tink im quite photogenic when it comes to dance..

im the girl in the center..

im the girl with the hand raised..

im the girl in the center..

see! not bad rite?!
credits to azmi for taking these gr8 photos

anyways while bathing in the toilet
i was already thinking of dance steps
to use for the shoot..
i CANT WAIT!!!

here's a random photo i just felt like adding..

this was after suntec dance auditions..

OH YA!!

humanlink received my complaint email..

n have aredi sent my particulars to SCC..

but guess what..

it was already too late

because SCC dont want anymore GIRLS.

HIAKDISH!

so they sent my application to naked fish shoppe

who already have enough workers

and will cal me when they need workers..

HAIZ! im gona be jobless..

UNLESS..i take the offer arvind offered me..

but then, i'd be around a LOT of wine..DAMN.

maybe im just meant to slack like an idiot..

or maybe shangri-la is meant for me???

WEIRD!

well tmr ive got Drama..

and Mass dance!

n hopefully i'll get to break fast with baby at pizza hut.

INSYAALLAH!!

i guess i'll end this post

with this picture..

with that DISGUSTING

INAUGURATION DRINK

in my mouth.

BYE!

love, kyra.

i like to make people squint lah!
habit lah dey!

wah im bloggin a lot suddenly

2008-09-10T16:33:00.000-07:00

wah im bloggin a lot suddenly..
nooooooooo idea why..
maybe perhaps nowadays..
i have nooooooooo idea wat to do with my laptop
because apparently there's nothing much online already
EVENTHOU u guys see my online like wat?
24/7??

well minus a few hours away..

anyway.. THANK YOU sooooooooooooo much
sarah LOW hong hui..
for introducing me this taiwan drama series called

'smiling pasta'

yes i noe u'll go 'WTF is that??!!'

EXACT same reaction as me!
haha
well since i was bored..
i just watch lor..

WAH! i fell in love with the main actors & actresses..
the plot..
the love..
the humor..
AHHHHH.....

can melt like a chocolate marshmellow..
JENG.

it makes me feel like wanting that exact same love & passion..
i mean i do have that but..
what they have is sooo...

nice..........

aniwaes thats only in movies..
n for god's sake, who kisses like that??

hah wah watching this show, made me like the songs too..
especially daybreak by cyndi wang..
punch that idiot benjy who told me she passed away in real life in a car accident..

nenepok!

anyway.. wat am i doin so early in the morning blogging??
have noooooooooo idea..
cnt sleep i guess..

HAIZ...
why must smiling pasta only have 17 episodes....
HAIZZZZZZZZZ

love, kyra.

is it impossible for me to get that kinda of love in my relationship?
will it ever happen?
will he be my hero to save me & protect me ?
will he be like 'He Qun' from smiling pasta?
wah syakira.. you damn nene eh u..
your boyfriend so loving aredi wana ask for more..
sumore u can still compare your boyfriend to a tv series character..
wah...
i KNOCK your head!
oh shit! im becoming like the main actress!
oh shit im talkin to myself like her!

wah.. im really making you all squint..HEHE.

forgot to mention

2008-09-10T12:10:00.001-07:00

well i forgot to mention..
my bangkok trip got postponed because of the protests in bangkok..
even the chiangmai trip that ally & rykiel were suppose to go were also cancelled..
well my trip is postponed to dec.. hopefully dec 15-19th..

yup..i guess thats all i wanted to post about..
and also..

ive been having this feelings..
which are gettin me all confused..
blinding me from things which i already know about..

haizz..
anyway..

i quote from a show which sarah introduced to me..

"just smile and there's nothing you can't overcome"

love, kyra.

i'm a lady

2008-09-08T13:39:00.000-07:00

And I like sometimes to wave it high
Up where everyone can see
I'm a lady
Got my mind made up
Got my mind made up

i'm a lady..
don't remind me..

like i said..
i pity whoever squints to read this.

arlo arlo arlo

2008-09-07T23:08:00.000-07:00

song playing: lucky by jason mraz & colbie callait

well im feeling very alo alo today...
watever that means..
GD AFTNOON!!

i woke up rather late today..
was suppose to go cycling with darlings n meet them at 12.15..
but i woke up at 12.05 HAH!
luckily i received an sms sayin cycling was cancelled..
phew..
or not i late again sia

anyway woke up to a lot of things..
frens bf's goin NS..
frens problems
WAH that one a lot of frens havin problems, mind u..
haiz..

it just makes me think back abt life..
its very very complicated..
it puts you these challenges..
sumtimes wrongfully accuse u for things u didnt do..
lets u have all sorts of frens..
frens u didnt noe are actually devilsin disguise just waitin to backstab u..
frens who are 2-faced that u dont even realise it till years later...
frens who are in truth cheap cheating sluts..
frens who just DESERVE to be ignored bcz of hw they treated u in the past..

on a lighter note,
there are frens who stand by ur side defending u..
even if it puts them in trouble..
frens who are alwaes consoling u..
frens who are alwaes there to make u happy n smile despite hw sad n unhappy they are...
frens who care for you..
frens who sacrifice for you..

but then sumtimes things change wen the worse of frens just ruin it for u..

HAIZ..
why am i talkin abt all this..
AIYO!

anyway!!

on saturday was the finals itself..
fankids didnt win.. only got consolation prize bt they won mp3s!
n i strongly feel that fankids shud have won best costume LAH!

anywaes baby was very hot that day..
n we both looked uber nice..
BUT THEN!!!
it had to bloody rain on us ALL.

n sheikh haikel had to make a joke saying
' its not rainin lah.. i on the fountain'

-_________-

well everyone was drenched..
clothing all ruined..
n thanks to that
my cold got worse..
ARGH.

n not only that i only spent half a day with baby..
especially aft not seeing him for the whole week..

:(

well nvm its ok! he sumwat made up for it..
bcz we watched bangkok dangerous the nex day at causeway..
but that was also only half a day :(

so to add up i only spent 1 day with baby ONLY.

hmph..

nvm..at least we managed to camwhore.. hee
love u..

love, kyra.

i tink this is a very very random post..
n i have no clue what the hell im typing..
n i pity the souls squinting just to read this portion haha

just another update

2008-09-05T12:01:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow

2nd sept TUES

well was a rather boring day..
didnt get to fast bcz i havnt finished my red days.
went to sch to pass my item to a buyer from YOUSWOP.
headed to bugis with hasli..
met a seller from YOUSWOP.
bought eyeshadow from her HEE.
met up with faz & ash..
walked arnd..
got bored..

and since everyone was sooo weak & hungry..
we sat at BK just to wait for 7.08pm so they slept while i played with psp..
n guess wat..
when they woke up..
eh.. aku rase nk buke KFC ar
(eh i feel like have KFC to break fast)

-_____-

so we shifted to KFC n soon broke our fast..
headed home.

3rd sept WED

well had dance prac at RP
so tapau-ed food, break fast, DANCE BEBEH!!

well its been awhile since i danced
so i guess it was a refresher's course for me..

anyway aft dance, went to see the fankids practice..

AHHHH!!! so proud of them!!!

4th sept THURS

met up with hasli to discuss about a singing performance..
planned to do a duet together doing the song 'lucky' by jason mraz & colbie callait.
had a VERY unique idea goin on..
may be difficult but hey! we can go thru watever challenge that comes to us..
JENG.

5th sept FRI

well woke up late as usual, as fasting ppl,
well headed on to go see my dear fantastic kids suntec finals rehearsals at suntec fountain of youth..
had loads of fun just being around them..
it actually seemed like a family picnic with the kids & their parents..
and im soooo proud of them!!!
they've improved so much!
and im sure they can definitely ROCK THE STAGE MAN!!
had a great ride home bcz it was filled with laughter
thank to muhammad irsyad!
that chubby theodore!
cant wait to see tmr!

ALL THE BEST FANTASTIC KIDZ!!
well tmr will be the day i get to see baby aft so many days apart i miss that nene.
nonstop keeps asking me to ask the name of the drivers of all the vehicles i was in..
bcz he wants to tell them to drive carefully bcz the most important person that he loves is in the vehicle HEEEE so sweet!!

anyways i have sumtin to let out of my chest.

WHY?! hasnt the company emailed me about ANYTHING?
what? i didnt get the job?
what? im not good enough for the job?
like hello! why did i, the one with a LOT of experience have to wait sooooooo long while my friend, who has lesser experience than me, gets the email the day after, and gets the interview where soon aft, she gets the JOB!
wth? hw come it takes you 5 days to email me while u take like wat? 1 day to email my friend?
is your company THAT busy that u cnt email the company of my choice?!
why do i have to hear of the SAME job from that SAME friend telling me that they NEED staff instead of hearing it from YOU!! KNS!

u better FUCKING get back to me by MONDAY before my SAME FRIEND does or not u FCKTARDS im gona get you i SWEAR!

nabei teng teng.
say only human resource center...
HELLOO!!! WORK HARDER!!! U PPL AINT GONA GRADUATE IF YOU KEEP UP WITH THIS. SAY ONLY WHEN U GOT NUTIN TO DO U SURF THE NET..
OI!! WHERE'S MY F*CKING EMAIL NABEI!

if u telling me u aint passing me the job because i havnt really quit shangri-la.. wah.. fucktard. i tell u aredi.. its a matter of me booking back with them..n the hols were over back then.. if thats really the reason..
WAH...
FUCK YOU.

for the other innocent , perhaps underage, souls who happen to read my post..
im just venting...
no hate taggers allowed to tag about this.
if you do..

FUCK YOU.

love the rest of you :D
love, kyra.

updates!

2008-08-31T22:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
its been AWHILE!

well just came back from a job interview at sch..
most lykly im getting a F&B job at singapore cricket club..
bumped into ash and his floorball fren..
tried to persuade them to go for the job interview
but nah they were headin to NIKE for their own job interview HAH

anyways here r sum updates!

28th aug THURS

went out with LAKSA crew went to watch 4BIA!
before meeting syaqilah at somerset,
the 3 of us headed to idah's hse where we laughed our heads off
while watchin WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY?

once we reached cinelesure, we bought snacks n headed for the movie..
i swear its DAMN SCARY!
i was cursing middle finger to the movie most of the time..
but there are a few funny parts as well ar.. haha
all 5 of us were using our hoodies n covering our faces during the scary parts..
oh i forgot to mention..
it was FULL ATTENDANCE today for laksa crew!
weeee..

i have noooo idea wat the hell syaqilah AND hanisah were doing i SWEAR!!
the only normal ppl were jz me and idah HAH
hanisah wat u doin sia??! why ur tangan in between ur legs?
nk terkencing eh?? hehe

anyways nisa n nora headed for dance while the 3 of us ate at bugis tong sen..
ended the day with baby picking me up..

29th aug FRI

well i was late for teacher's day celebration at tkss
so i headed down there anyway to have lunch with yani & amirah
we caught up abt a LOT of stuff..
laughed our heads off abt a LOT of stuff as usual..
bcz of yani of cos..

we seperated & i went to meet up with baby..
we had a great day goin out & all hee :)

31st aug SUN

went to catch freekzy nutz's performance at white sandsate with them at burger king where baby started doin merepek stuff..

yea the uncle put this crown on syeera's head so baby took it
and wore it for her..DAMN hilarious lah..
dun worry he aint the only one wearing it.. fauzie also!
they were obviously crapping like shit which was damn funny

and this is what happens when ur laughin and tryin to cover ur face..
but realise that there's a hole. -_-

hah!
well aft burgerking me n baby headed on to vivo where he & fairul practiced for their upcoming performances..
i bumped into rykiel who was cosplaying..
n its so hard to see her in skirt!!
camwhore-d as usual :)

well had a great weekend DEFINITELY!
will blog soon!

anyways for all u online shoppers & sellers..
check out this website..
its to keep our earth green n wat not by recycling our used stuff n wat no

http://www.youswop.com/

CHECK IT OUT!

selamat berpuasa yall!

love, kyra.

urgh

2008-08-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

well today's paper wasnt good.
i tink its a sure fail for me.
hopefully they will moderate till i can get a pass..

enuf emo-ing abt today..
gona finish studyin IM. paper is at 9am.
doubt i can even get a proper sleep..

the dogs in my neighbourhood are like howling badly man
been goin on for 1 n half hrs man!
giving me the creeps..

anyway, i had a another stupid happening JUST now...
while i was blogging, the fon rang..
so i picked it up..
call for my parents since they arnt here i took a msg..
so i was writing all this down on the ppr..

the guy calling was from HDB.
so guess wat i wrote on the paper..

...............

H B D.

for those molecular biotechnology students who are reading this im sure u get the picture..
for those who dont..

HBD.
is one of the modules im taking.
this paper was on mon.

SEEE!!!! one of the proof that exams kill!

gosh.

random.
ALL MY YOUSWOP ITEMS ARE SOLD WEEEEEEEE
sold my belt & my sunsilk hair conditioner..

sounds weird??
but true..

dun get wat im saying??

check out the webbie.

http://www.youswop.com

u may not find GORGEOUS things but u have to search..
who knows even if you dont find it, it'll come to you
WEEEEEEEEEEE.

love, kyra.

OMG AGAIN!

2008-08-25T03:28:00.000-07:00

well came back from exam just now..
felt damn tired cz i was seriously full from eating..
the breeze n all was kicking in.. cud have just slept at the bustop..

ANYWAY!
i decided to post BECAUSE!

(oops) I DID IT AGAIN!!

i was in the toilet doing my business
(shuddup lah!)

so after i finished i was aiming the lux body shower to wash my hand..
so when i pumped it onto my hand..

i realised...

i pumped the HEAD n SHOULDERS hair shampoo instead

-__________-

OMG!!! wats happening to me!!
exams are killing my brain cells!!!
ahhhhh!!!

sidetrack abit!
cell tech is OVER!!
halfway thru the exams already..
was bloody 15 mins late for the ppr..
THANK YOU SYAMIM for the calculator..
thank god the paper was DO-able..
i was all laughy n giggly mode all of a sudden..

NOOOO idea why..

DAMNIT. tmr ABC. damnit.
gd luck for the remaining exam papers yall..

its ending soon..

love, kyra.

WAFFLE PROMISE.

2008-08-24T04:12:00.001-07:00

made a waffle promise to my dear babe from fantastic kidz.

she gets a treat with every A she gets..
the first treat will be waffles!!

study hard dear :)

OMG!!!

2008-08-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

this is just a random post

my mum left me sum noodles in a tupperware..
n since i was hungry..
i decided to warm it n all..

so i take it out n put it in a glass plate..
go to the fridge n take sum cheese..
tear the cheese in half n put it on the noodles..
throw away the cheese wrapper..
in my mind i was telling myself..
next step..
warm it in the microwave oven..

GUESS wat i did next??

i took the friggin plate n open the fridge
n was minutes away of puttin it into the fridge!!!

OMG SYAKIRA!!!
dengar2 u wana warm the noodles in the fridge huh??!

HAH!!
yea well aniwae i warmed it in the MICROWAVE OVEN..

JENG.

thats all hee

love, kyra.

just a few stuffs..

2008-08-22T23:55:00.001-07:00

song playing: KITTY BOX by lil kim
heheheh

well hehe

im purposely gona write this..
maybe to make me start stressing n panicking like a nene
haha

monday - Cell technology
tuesday - Analytical Biochemistry (ABC)
wednesday - Industrial biology (IM)
thursday - Molecular biology & techniques (MBT)

n that'll be it!!! woohooo!!
aft that gona go sentosa with LAKSA CREW!!
woohooo

ok so much for stressing myself..im more excited for the end instead of the process..
SHIT.

random fact 1:

i got 4 more extensions sumwhere in my head.
the damn red faded off.. shit.

random fact 2:

i do sudoku in during my study breaks..
so much for a relaxing study break..

random fact 3:

im searchin for that ONE beach coverup that
i'll NEVER be able to find.
DAMNIT.

random fact 4:

why must all those nice NIKE shoes be mens size..
why cnt they be women's sizetoo??
wait.. why are my feet a small size US 6. damn it.

ok syakira. GO STUDY! U NENE U!

love, kyra.